this is the only happiness
this is what 2nd surprise that i made for him when i wanted to apologise to him.
it is the words of SORRY.
i still remember that what his response to me when he saw this~
he was touched by it but he keep deny that.
his touching face and emotion has betrayed what his deny.
this is the chocolate that he gave me when he visited to my house on the CNY
he gave it to my mummy as the present of CNY. xD
my mummy took it to me just now.
and said, [bernice lau, your ryan gave you these when CNY. isnt you dont want to eat those sweet chocolate and want to wait it moldy in the refrigerator? or you want me help you and eat it finish? ]
T.T NO LA MUM. YOU CANT EAT IT, JUST ME CAN EAT. IT IS FOR ME XD
I WILL EAT IT ONCE ON EACH DAY.
BECAUSE IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL HAPPINESS WHEN I AM EATING~
oh my god. i cant expect that my mummy will say said those to me.
i knew that she cares my boyfriend.
she knows that he treats me good and he loves me.
1st time she tease me like this. and 1st time she and i can chat in a harmony environment.
she and i are chatting now. she is beside me and watching me online although she dont know what i write. I love this feeling, relax feeling and without generation gap~ actually she not old xD.
and she told me, PEOPLE WHO SCOLD YOU ARE THE PEOPLE WHO CARE YOU THE MOST.
what she told me is same as Ryan said before.
i should take away my naive mind and accept all the logical scolding from my lover, family and friends.
because you all care about me, worry me will do mistake and just wanted me to be better. i promised you all, i will trying to accept all the scolding with smile but not with tears xD
i felt happiness because we can hold this love tightly.
my lover and my family love me more than they can do.
i hope that our love wont be spoiled again.
our love should be sweeter, older and forever~
baby, i know that you work hard and felt stress of your job.
i cant help and do anythings for you when you felt stressful.
but i will always be there for you when you need me.
i can give you all my love and caring.
please promised me that dont work too hard and make yourself too stress..
because life is belongs to us. it just once time for everyone. we should stay relax and happy in our life.
DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY, I LOVE YOU~
and please don ask me why i can so love you, it is cant describe by words.
just because of 1 sentence=> THE POWER OF LOVE.
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I want to tell all of you at here.
that was i and him didnt break up at the last~
maybe he too touched by the video that i did it by myself~xD
sure not la. it was because HE LOVE ME, AND I LOVE HIM.
let me show the video~
you all can give some comment on it. just allow good comment on it. =)
today went to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND with my boyfriend.
but Bernice in the wonderland at the last xD
erm, what comment should i gave on this movie?
1 words, it made me faint but not because of the movie's story.
it was because of the 3D spectacles.
dont know what the reason o. when i wore it and watched movie, i felt faint and blurr~
i knew that i old already so cant enjoy those fashionable movie -.-
i guess nothing can let me write on today le.
i gonna to sleep le. good nitez
at the last, wanna tell my boyfriend something at here.
baby, i can felt your love on those days after we argued.
you became more caring than before.
you became more gentle than before.
i love those thing which you gave me.
love your everything~
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today, we argue again.
just because of some minor problem.
i apologised to him. hope he can forgive me.
noon, i slept le a whole day.
i am sick. i am tired. i am headache.
but my hand still holding my handphone when i was sleeping.
do you know why i did that?
because i worried the one who i love will contact and i scare to lost contact with him.
at the last, i cant do that.
when i woke up from nap, the phone has dropped on the floor.
when i on my phone, i hope that i can see his msg .
but it didnt got any msg from him.
its ok for me. because he still mad. i didnt cried because i am TOUGH.
why you never contact me?
do you miss me?
do you know i am worrying you?
a note that posted in my handphone's wallpaper on yesterday that accompany me a whole day.
[REMIND MY BABY TO GET A STAPLER]
and our photo in the screen saver of my phone.
no matter how, i wait your text! i wait your phone!
from the moment, i saw you online.
at the last, the tears has dropped.
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3 more days~
three more days.
it will be our 8th month aniversary.
yesterday we watched solomon kane.
it was awesome.
but i no fate to watch my S.H.E's concert.
wuwu.. but my baby sum has watched it with her boyfriend..
and she said it was great performance..
when i can watch it with my baby too??
when the day i become rich women, then i treat all my friends watch the concert with me xD.
sorry for my day dreaming.
baby, my heart belongs to you since 10/7/2009.
nothing gonna change my love for you~
mwahx.. wo ai ni.
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this is my new cloth on CNY.
it looks sexy but not very suit for me.
my baby said i become lala mui when i wore it.
oh my god.
but i still will wear it because i feel fresh and comfortable when wearing singlet. xD
nothing special happened on recently ne~
my life is bored. it just like a recycle bin, repeat and repeat the same thing which i need to do on everyday.
i guess i should stop because i need to take a nap.
bye~ miss you my baby dear ryan.
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finally, the steamboat party has gone.
most of my babes has come.
but, no any related picture to upload because blackout on that night.
we all failed to capture any picture of this steamboat party because of dark environment.
but, those memory was deep into my heart.
it was the 1st time that i organize the steamboat party.
although it was messy, but it got many memorable memory of it.
those memorable memory just for us who got attend it. happy.
it was unforgettable too =]
baby, my love for you is stubborn.
nothing and nobody can change it include you, i just know that i love you very much.
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my new photo on today.
all has fine!
their love story still will be continued.
plus, their love story will more wonderful than before.
congratulation to you all
all of us gambateh on our love!
continue to love the one whom we loved.
i love you!
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