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hehes. all those are my sweet memory with my guy.
i nvr tot i will love him so much. i tot tat he love me more than me love him.
bt at the last, his love made me changed alot.
is me love him too much. much than i can say.
no matter how. i wun change my decision to love him although i m sad now.
i trust wat he say. after 1 week. he will come bek to me.
baby hear this.
Baby come back to me I’ll be everything you need
Baby come back to me Boy you’re one in a million
Everything I ever did Heaven knows I’m sorry but I was too young to see
You were always there for me And my curiosity
Got the better half of me Baby take it easy on me Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me Baby come back to me

i waiting for you anytime anywhere if u need me.
i love you too much.








pretty?
bt useless.

hahas.
i m sad
xD.

sry i love you too much.









TT.
me made hIm angry again lo.
this is his angry face which i take jx nw.
i did wrong things again.
haihs.
y i will so sohai? y i will so careless? y i cn owis make him angry ha? izit i m expert at make ppl angry n sad?

wuwuwu.
baby sry.
i promise u i nt dare to do d same thgs to make u angry again.
dui bu qi.
i m willing to do evithgs for u.
i will try my best change all my bad attitude away.
i rmb wat happened between us on jx nw.

1.00 p.m on 27/11/2009, i promise u that i wun do those again. n i won't let those happened anymore.
wo ai ni.
yuan liang wo.
mwahx








wuwuwu. vry tired.
jx nw saw dou my ji mui x.jie geh blogger.
saw dou she dying her hair le.
her hair bcum brown brown nw. vry 9s leh.
actually i had buy d colour for my hair oso.
bt i nid to wait my hair bcum longer den i baru pergi colour it.
TT
when my hair cn grow longer?
i 1 b real japanese gal.
because nw i nt real japanese. haha. although gt many ppl said my face like japanese. xD

hehes.
a sohai update on today. because quite tired of working.
bt although hw tired, i gt my man accompany beside me. because i work v him eviday. i can see him eviday. n he will act cute to make me happy. i work with him together on those days, i felt happiness when saw him n all d tiredness cn disappear half.xD
i love my laogong.
he is my only 1.


















i want to knw wat is emo life.`
because he owis say he was emo life emo emo emo.
when i knw him. i knw he was emo.
n i feel tat he was a guy hu like to thk too much.
i tot tat i cn brought away his emo!! bt actually no.
he stil say himself was emo life!!


today u said ur fon no battery. so i wait...............
ok. i nvr disturb u when u r working. bt i jx send some caring msg to u.
den i say when u reach hum cn reply my msg n pls dun let me worry.
bt u reached hum le oso dun let me knw. u oso nvr reply my msg.

i m loser!!
rite?
be with me u stil emo life rite?
no matter u change to wat. i stil love u d!!
if u duwan me love u. jx tel me den cn le.
i love u!!



[deng lei deng dou ngo sam tong]
frm last nite til nw i cn feel all d feeling of dis sad song geh lyrics.
he angry.i wait.
when he online.i knw he will game to relax himself d.so i wait him finish game n i asked him to call me after his gaming.
bt he didn't do it.
i vry silly. i tot tat he will call me after his gaming. so i kip wait wait wait.
wait dou 5 a.m den went to slp. slp le 4 hrs. 9.01 a.m wake up le.

wtf!!!! y my life become like tat?
he has became a part of my life.
he has completed all my feeling n all my daily routine.
he is d one hu most understand my everythings d. he knw i will sad n cry when i m waiting for him. bt y he nvr cum to find me? eventhough a msg also no reply me.
did he knw i m nt jx sad while wait for him? actually i more worry him.
i really crazy le. while i waiting for him, i still guess izit he gt hving his meal mou a? he reached home le ma? he gt felt tired mou wa? izit he gt win his game? because i knw when he was gaming, he cn happy.
i just want see his smile. his laughter.
it was enuff for me.
i dunno hw to act myself to smile while waiting him. i really worry him miss him.
bt i oso dunno wat should i do to make him reply me.
pls. god. help me.
i don't want cry anymore. i just want his reply.
sry sry sry sry.
pls dun angry me le.........
i love u

标签： crying.

sry




dunno what the reason inside it.
my eyes red and pain again.
luckily i working morning shift on today.
so i cn bek home to rest.
maybe my eyes allergic again.
wtf!! ytd skin allergic.
today eyes allergic.
fine. wat oso bad.
then, jx nw when on d way i take ktm go bek my home.
i tak sengaja pijak seorang babi punya kaki.
den dia marah saya dengan kuat kuat.
i already said sry 2 him when i pijak his legs. bt y he stil cn so fierce treat me!!
fine!! i cn tahan those.
i m missing my baby dear badly.
so i let tat babi scold.
but mayb i m annoying my baby gaming o wat.
he scold me again. he say me is FUCKING ANNOYING again.
fine. 2day reli is a bad day.
vry bad.
most bad d is my baby scold me that again.
eyes pain i cn tahan. cux i knw u'll beside me.
ppl scold me i cn tahan oso. cux i knw u'll sek bek me.
bt u say me xxxx. i reli sad.
btw. i love u is my choice.
so i won't care anymore.
stop my blog at here.



вавз вэrnicε ♥ Rчan





wei shen me cuo de zong shi wo?
y me owis is d one hu did wrong?
y me owis is d one hu make u feel annoying sad worry angry n trouble?
UR FUCKING ANNOYING in msn's PM.
i gt saw it. i knw u're mean me.
b4 when i c those thgs. i sure will cry o sad.
bt dis time i nvr cry at all.
it nt mean tat my love towards u is lesser den b4. mtgs gonna change my love for u.
just it is mean tat i m bcum strong nw. n my tears wun dropped of those minor thgs again.
izit baby 1 hug me nw? xD.
i m ntg wor. jx abit moody nw. n i cnt aslp o.
i m thking bout izit me reli make u feel so trouble?
hehes. bt tml v wil meet n wear tat couple shirt for hang gai le o.
v mx happy geh ma. ryte?
i'll go to slp soon. g9 baby.
10th is our 4th mth aniversary luu.
happy.
mwahx.
BERNICE LOVE RYAN



hehes. this shirt cute mou?
my babee dear buy for me d. he got 1 also. that was couple shirt. his 1 is blue color. mine d is white colour.^^
he gave me dis shirt when i went to his home on today morning.
when i c dis shirt, i felt vry surprise n happy. u knw y ?
it because me and him are having cold war those 3 days. but he still buy dis shirt for me.
when i ask y he so sayang me why he so love me. he din answer my ques o. maybe love n sayang 1 ppl no need reason o.
it is rite. i love u without any reason too. because you are the one who can bring me the feeling of LOVE.
i promise u i wun so immature again.
i'll rmb to report all my thgs 2 u evitime.
i wun let u worry me again.
mwahx

I love you.. babee dear..



just came bek from injection.
my godfather inject some glucose into my body.
he said my body lack of protein and carbohydrate.
so i need to inject those glucose solution into my body so that i won't faint or vomit anymore.

today morning when i went up.
i got a feeling want to vomit. then i went to toilet.
yeah. i vomit all the things which stuck in my stroke there. tat moment i feel vry song neh. bt my throat feel dry dry d. then i nid to clean d disgusting thgs which i vomit out. i saw dou gt a bit blood inside it.
die luu dis time. y i vomit the blood cum out d?
izit i'll be die soon? then i went to ask my godfather alone.
i m not dare 2 let my parent know this. if they knw about this. they sure will scold me 99 lik geh.
then my godfather tell me that maybe my gastric gt hurt dy so i will vomit bloods out.
then he gave me some medics. after ate medics i feel better den before.
bt my heart? my mood still same.[down and sad]

haihs.
these two days. i lost his msg. sumtime when i msg him he seldom reply me oso.
i guess he still angry at me. he treat me cold cold d.
nvm la. i still will pretend smile and happy in front of him and my frens.
actuali my heart feel very pain very hurt.
at this noon. i did 2 thgs.
i decided bring those 2 him.
i did those for him. bt i didn't did those for myself.
i hope he can happy. i hope he can healthy. so i did.
izit vry curious 1 2 knw wat are those?
tat are secret. ^^

i keep telling myself. gambateh gambateh.
and i blif him. he is love me much much. he wun gif up our love easily d.
at today. i clear bout wat i did make him so angry.
baby. i'll tell u tml.

bye bye. g9.
all of u wishes me gd luck on tml ba.
i love you ryan.~~



This is my new pic on ytd morning. xjie tat shopo suddenly date me to MV sing k. she vry geng la. wake up earlier den my baby. her msg earlier den my baby too. actuali i wanted to go MV dy d plus she date me to sing k. den go luu..^^ dis picha leng mou?







cn i control my tears?
cn it stop 2 drop?
pls.
i knw u r disappointed on me dy
wat decision u 1 2 do. i'll accept.
dun care bout my sadness.
dun care bout my tears.

pls rmb tat i m here for u.
bernice lau is here for ur evithgs.

if u reli 1 2 gif up our love.
if u reli din love me anymore.
if u wanted 2 leave me alone.
if u reli din feel any happiness when be with me.
u cn choose gif up it.

i wun cry.
i wun.
i cn promise u i wun cry a second.
bt i stil will continue cry on d next second.
sry bout it.
because i too love u. i too care bout all thgs which related 2 u.

dui bu qi.
shi wo bu hao.
shi wo you yi ci yi ci de rang ni shi wang.
ru guo ni yao xuan ze li kai wo. ru guo ni li kai le wo. ni hui kai xin. den u just do it.
i just hope u cn live in happy environment.
i duwan u EMO. i duwan c ur sad. i duwan c ur mad.
bt i kip make those cum out.
i vry useless.
b4 tat is we said i 1 stay dis love til 4eva.
bt whr is our promises? i thk it was lost of my stubborn n immature ba?
i'll try 2 change it. bt it seems like hard 2 change cux ur disappointed on me?
no matter how. i'll try b a best gf.

sry.
because i made u cry le many times.
n i made u felt sad n disappointed on me dy.
however. i'll wait 4 ur reply.
i'll wait for ur fon too.

g9 my dear.
i love u o^^



hehes.
jx nw my sai lou called me n chat many sampat thgs leh.
den i kip sing 2 him.
he say me cn b singer wa.
xD
den v gt sum promise hor.
sai lou. I SURE CN EARN UR RM 50 GEH. U SURE LOSE!! xD

den gt a handsum guy kip called me oso.
cux he lost his love dy. he was vry sad. den i try 2 comfort him.
bt seems like useless. cux he gt abit stubborn.T^T

v kip argue recently hor.
geh sad o.
bt he stil so sek n love me ne.happy n sweet sweet~~

babaee wa.
bad weather recently ya.
rmb drink more water n take care o.
ur careless gf me nt vry knw hw 2 take care ppl.
because u has said b4[ just because of my careless den u just cn take care me for my life] ryte?
so i jx want u take care of my life luu. den me no nid take care u luu.xD

muahaha.
my dear was helping me do the report nw.
babee gayou wa. gambateh.
i'll support u.

thx 4 ur love in my life.
just u cn bring all those joyfull n happiness 4 me.
ms bernice will just always love u.
i love u, my forever .

hehes. all those are my sweet memory with my guy.
i nvr tot i will love him so much. i tot tat he love me more than me love him.
bt at the last, his love made me changed alot.
is me love him too much. much than i can say.
no matter how. i wun change my decision to love him although i m sad now.
i trust wat he say. after 1 week. he will come bek to me.
baby hear this.
Baby come back to me I’ll be everything you need
Baby come back to me Boy you’re one in a million
Everything I ever did Heaven knows I’m sorry but I was too young to see
You were always there for me And my curiosity
Got the better half of me Baby take it easy on me Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me Baby come back to me

i waiting for you anytime anywhere if u need me.
i love you too much.








pretty?
bt useless.

hahas.
i m sad
xD.

sry i love you too much.









TT.
me made hIm angry again lo.
this is his angry face which i take jx nw.
i did wrong things again.
haihs.
y i will so sohai? y i will so careless? y i cn owis make him angry ha? izit i m expert at make ppl angry n sad?

wuwuwu.
baby sry.
i promise u i nt dare to do d same thgs to make u angry again.
dui bu qi.
i m willing to do evithgs for u.
i will try my best change all my bad attitude away.
i rmb wat happened between us on jx nw.

1.00 p.m on 27/11/2009, i promise u that i wun do those again. n i won't let those happened anymore.
wo ai ni.
yuan liang wo.
mwahx








wuwuwu. vry tired.
jx nw saw dou my ji mui x.jie geh blogger.
saw dou she dying her hair le.
her hair bcum brown brown nw. vry 9s leh.
actually i had buy d colour for my hair oso.
bt i nid to wait my hair bcum longer den i baru pergi colour it.
TT
when my hair cn grow longer?
i 1 b real japanese gal.
because nw i nt real japanese. haha. although gt many ppl said my face like japanese. xD

hehes.
a sohai update on today. because quite tired of working.
bt although hw tired, i gt my man accompany beside me. because i work v him eviday. i can see him eviday. n he will act cute to make me happy. i work with him together on those days, i felt happiness when saw him n all d tiredness cn disappear half.xD
i love my laogong.
he is my only 1.


















i want to knw wat is emo life.`
because he owis say he was emo life emo emo emo.
when i knw him. i knw he was emo.
n i feel tat he was a guy hu like to thk too much.
i tot tat i cn brought away his emo!! bt actually no.
he stil say himself was emo life!!


today u said ur fon no battery. so i wait...............
ok. i nvr disturb u when u r working. bt i jx send some caring msg to u.
den i say when u reach hum cn reply my msg n pls dun let me worry.
bt u reached hum le oso dun let me knw. u oso nvr reply my msg.

i m loser!!
rite?
be with me u stil emo life rite?
no matter u change to wat. i stil love u d!!
if u duwan me love u. jx tel me den cn le.
i love u!!



[deng lei deng dou ngo sam tong]
frm last nite til nw i cn feel all d feeling of dis sad song geh lyrics.
he angry.i wait.
when he online.i knw he will game to relax himself d.so i wait him finish game n i asked him to call me after his gaming.
bt he didn't do it.
i vry silly. i tot tat he will call me after his gaming. so i kip wait wait wait.
wait dou 5 a.m den went to slp. slp le 4 hrs. 9.01 a.m wake up le.

wtf!!!! y my life become like tat?
he has became a part of my life.
he has completed all my feeling n all my daily routine.
he is d one hu most understand my everythings d. he knw i will sad n cry when i m waiting for him. bt y he nvr cum to find me? eventhough a msg also no reply me.
did he knw i m nt jx sad while wait for him? actually i more worry him.
i really crazy le. while i waiting for him, i still guess izit he gt hving his meal mou a? he reached home le ma? he gt felt tired mou wa? izit he gt win his game? because i knw when he was gaming, he cn happy.
i just want see his smile. his laughter.
it was enuff for me.
i dunno hw to act myself to smile while waiting him. i really worry him miss him.
bt i oso dunno wat should i do to make him reply me.
pls. god. help me.
i don't want cry anymore. i just want his reply.
sry sry sry sry.
pls dun angry me le.........
i love u

标签： crying.

sry




dunno what the reason inside it.
my eyes red and pain again.
luckily i working morning shift on today.
so i cn bek home to rest.
maybe my eyes allergic again.
wtf!! ytd skin allergic.
today eyes allergic.
fine. wat oso bad.
then, jx nw when on d way i take ktm go bek my home.
i tak sengaja pijak seorang babi punya kaki.
den dia marah saya dengan kuat kuat.
i already said sry 2 him when i pijak his legs. bt y he stil cn so fierce treat me!!
fine!! i cn tahan those.
i m missing my baby dear badly.
so i let tat babi scold.
but mayb i m annoying my baby gaming o wat.
he scold me again. he say me is FUCKING ANNOYING again.
fine. 2day reli is a bad day.
vry bad.
most bad d is my baby scold me that again.
eyes pain i cn tahan. cux i knw u'll beside me.
ppl scold me i cn tahan oso. cux i knw u'll sek bek me.
bt u say me xxxx. i reli sad.
btw. i love u is my choice.
so i won't care anymore.
stop my blog at here.



вавз вэrnicε ♥ Rчan





wei shen me cuo de zong shi wo?
y me owis is d one hu did wrong?
y me owis is d one hu make u feel annoying sad worry angry n trouble?
UR FUCKING ANNOYING in msn's PM.
i gt saw it. i knw u're mean me.
b4 when i c those thgs. i sure will cry o sad.
bt dis time i nvr cry at all.
it nt mean tat my love towards u is lesser den b4. mtgs gonna change my love for u.
just it is mean tat i m bcum strong nw. n my tears wun dropped of those minor thgs again.
izit baby 1 hug me nw? xD.
i m ntg wor. jx abit moody nw. n i cnt aslp o.
i m thking bout izit me reli make u feel so trouble?
hehes. bt tml v wil meet n wear tat couple shirt for hang gai le o.
v mx happy geh ma. ryte?
i'll go to slp soon. g9 baby.
10th is our 4th mth aniversary luu.
happy.
mwahx.
BERNICE LOVE RYAN



hehes. this shirt cute mou?
my babee dear buy for me d. he got 1 also. that was couple shirt. his 1 is blue color. mine d is white colour.^^
he gave me dis shirt when i went to his home on today morning.
when i c dis shirt, i felt vry surprise n happy. u knw y ?
it because me and him are having cold war those 3 days. but he still buy dis shirt for me.
when i ask y he so sayang me why he so love me. he din answer my ques o. maybe love n sayang 1 ppl no need reason o.
it is rite. i love u without any reason too. because you are the one who can bring me the feeling of LOVE.
i promise u i wun so immature again.
i'll rmb to report all my thgs 2 u evitime.
i wun let u worry me again.
mwahx

I love you.. babee dear..



just came bek from injection.
my godfather inject some glucose into my body.
he said my body lack of protein and carbohydrate.
so i need to inject those glucose solution into my body so that i won't faint or vomit anymore.

today morning when i went up.
i got a feeling want to vomit. then i went to toilet.
yeah. i vomit all the things which stuck in my stroke there. tat moment i feel vry song neh. bt my throat feel dry dry d. then i nid to clean d disgusting thgs which i vomit out. i saw dou gt a bit blood inside it.
die luu dis time. y i vomit the blood cum out d?
izit i'll be die soon? then i went to ask my godfather alone.
i m not dare 2 let my parent know this. if they knw about this. they sure will scold me 99 lik geh.
then my godfather tell me that maybe my gastric gt hurt dy so i will vomit bloods out.
then he gave me some medics. after ate medics i feel better den before.
bt my heart? my mood still same.[down and sad]

haihs.
these two days. i lost his msg. sumtime when i msg him he seldom reply me oso.
i guess he still angry at me. he treat me cold cold d.
nvm la. i still will pretend smile and happy in front of him and my frens.
actuali my heart feel very pain very hurt.
at this noon. i did 2 thgs.
i decided bring those 2 him.
i did those for him. bt i didn't did those for myself.
i hope he can happy. i hope he can healthy. so i did.
izit vry curious 1 2 knw wat are those?
tat are secret. ^^

i keep telling myself. gambateh gambateh.
and i blif him. he is love me much much. he wun gif up our love easily d.
at today. i clear bout wat i did make him so angry.
baby. i'll tell u tml.

bye bye. g9.
all of u wishes me gd luck on tml ba.
i love you ryan.~~



This is my new pic on ytd morning. xjie tat shopo suddenly date me to MV sing k. she vry geng la. wake up earlier den my baby. her msg earlier den my baby too. actuali i wanted to go MV dy d plus she date me to sing k. den go luu..^^ dis picha leng mou?







cn i control my tears?
cn it stop 2 drop?
pls.
i knw u r disappointed on me dy
wat decision u 1 2 do. i'll accept.
dun care bout my sadness.
dun care bout my tears.

pls rmb tat i m here for u.
bernice lau is here for ur evithgs.

if u reli 1 2 gif up our love.
if u reli din love me anymore.
if u wanted 2 leave me alone.
if u reli din feel any happiness when be with me.
u cn choose gif up it.

i wun cry.
i wun.
i cn promise u i wun cry a second.
bt i stil will continue cry on d next second.
sry bout it.
because i too love u. i too care bout all thgs which related 2 u.

dui bu qi.
shi wo bu hao.
shi wo you yi ci yi ci de rang ni shi wang.
ru guo ni yao xuan ze li kai wo. ru guo ni li kai le wo. ni hui kai xin. den u just do it.
i just hope u cn live in happy environment.
i duwan u EMO. i duwan c ur sad. i duwan c ur mad.
bt i kip make those cum out.
i vry useless.
b4 tat is we said i 1 stay dis love til 4eva.
bt whr is our promises? i thk it was lost of my stubborn n immature ba?
i'll try 2 change it. bt it seems like hard 2 change cux ur disappointed on me?
no matter how. i'll try b a best gf.

sry.
because i made u cry le many times.
n i made u felt sad n disappointed on me dy.
however. i'll wait 4 ur reply.
i'll wait for ur fon too.

g9 my dear.
i love u o^^



hehes.
jx nw my sai lou called me n chat many sampat thgs leh.
den i kip sing 2 him.
he say me cn b singer wa.
xD
den v gt sum promise hor.
sai lou. I SURE CN EARN UR RM 50 GEH. U SURE LOSE!! xD

den gt a handsum guy kip called me oso.
cux he lost his love dy. he was vry sad. den i try 2 comfort him.
bt seems like useless. cux he gt abit stubborn.T^T

v kip argue recently hor.
geh sad o.
bt he stil so sek n love me ne.happy n sweet sweet~~

babaee wa.
bad weather recently ya.
rmb drink more water n take care o.
ur careless gf me nt vry knw hw 2 take care ppl.
because u has said b4[ just because of my careless den u just cn take care me for my life] ryte?
so i jx want u take care of my life luu. den me no nid take care u luu.xD

muahaha.
my dear was helping me do the report nw.
babee gayou wa. gambateh.
i'll support u.

thx 4 ur love in my life.
just u cn bring all those joyfull n happiness 4 me.
ms bernice will just always love u.
i love u, my forever .