Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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2009/11/03
It just for you~~

This is my new pic on ytd morning. xjie tat shopo suddenly date me to MV sing k. she vry geng la. wake up earlier den my baby. her msg earlier den my baby too. actuali i wanted to go MV dy d plus she date me to sing k. den go luu..^^ dis picha leng mou?



whr is my half face? lose? T.T


MY DRUNK FACE{CAPTURED AT MY LAOPO HOUSE}eyes vry vry bengkak..cux~~~blalalala


Haiz. i dunno wat should i do now. last nite my fren tel me tat he has changed his personal msg in his msn.frm [EMO LOVE>EMO LIFE..disappointed.feeling to gif up] actuali. v gt argue n big misun when i sing k v xjie. he send le a vry long msg 2 me. i vry hurt n sad. den i drink beer. i 1 drunk. i duwan face dis msg. i duwan face wat d thgs he tel me. [10. GIVE ME A BREAK] wat is d break mean? a calm down break for each other o break up? i dunno a. i jx knw i vry hurt. my fon low battery dy. i asked xjie to tel him tat my fon low battery. den happened sumthgs too. i feel his care n his love frm d thgs happened last nite. although he was vry stress n angry n disappointed at me bt his love n his heart stil on me. i cn feel tat d. then i went to my laopo's hum. i reli vry sad. my tears kip dropped frm d moment i rcif d msg. when reached my laopo home. i cried again. omg. she saw dou me like tat. she vry worry bout me. kip ask me wat happened just now. den i tel her all d thgs. izit u reli feeling to gif up me?

i guess i drunk dy ytd d. cux whole of my body was red n hot hot d. abit fever too. den she warning me mx rest o slp a while if nt she chase me out frm her home. i reli duwan miss a thgs dy. my heart vry pain. i reli cnt slp. bt i sked i wil chase out frm her hum den i rest a while. mayb my eyes too tired of cried le half day. i fal aslp soon. suddenly gt ppl call me den i wake up dy. bt i saw dou my laopo n sum guy chat on fon. i felt vry weird. den i knw tat she was chatting v ryan. i dunno wat they chat bout. i jx knw she kip asked him izit reli 1 2 gif up dis love? i duwan hear wat they chat. i sked n hate 2 face d truth. i sked 2 hear d ans frm him is bad. so i laying on bed at others rum. i kip cough n vomit. den he heard dou my cough sound. he vry care bout it. he asked my fren izit gt gave me eat cough medic o panadol mou.n asked my fren remind me drink more water. i heard dou my fren ask u show those caring by urself. i kip wait 4 ur fon kip wait 4 ur sms. bt u nvr did it. y u duwan show ur caring in front of me? u vry love me n sek me d. bt y u dun show it? when i reached my home. i cry again. hahas. my longkang spoil dy. i asked u 2 c my bloggie. den u go to c. if ur heart nt care bout me. y u wil go to c it? den u changed ur pm again as [is nt simple as u think] wat is mean by dis? i dunno. i nt wish 2 knw. den for a while. u called me n asked me izit gt thgs hide behind u mou. nonono edy. god gif me a leopard's heart i oso not dare 2 lie u. u r my precious treasure. i wun treat u like tat 1 d. bt u gt a big misun v me dy. y u dun try 2 blif me? den u say u decided 2 gif up. n asked me to take care myself. den u off ur fon. omg!! y u so cruel to me? it hurt me vry vry much. much til i dunno hw 2 use words 2 describe it. den i kip called ur fon. u vry care bout me. u mm sek dak off ur fon. bt u force urself nt to ans my fon. i reli crazy dy. den my parent came out frm their rum n ask me y so sad. n y cry til dis level. my mami use towel 2 rub my tears away. n ask me wat happened. i asked mami if ur lover nt blif u u wil sad mou? mami din ans my ques. i thk she guess dou y i m so sad. mami n daddy ask me slp early n dun thk too much. sry baba n mami. ur daughter cnt do it. den he ans my fon suddenly. bt he nvr tok. jx me tok. nvm d. he willing to ans it is better den none. den i kip say d thgs. n try 2 explain to him all d thgs. den he say he is love me.he is vry care me.he say he hou lan dam sam me.bt all those make him feel stress n trouble. i knw if i din make u disappointed u wun tok those rite? n u told me tat ur stress n ur home prob. den he say he 1 slp dy cux tml nid 2 work. den i say i din saw any gif up msg frm u. n i say if i let him 2 slp he cnt gif up. he say ntg den slp dy.



Let the story continued. wat has happened on 2day. last nite i slp at 4.00 am bt i wake up at 7.40. geng leh? gt many ppl sms n ask me cheer up. bt it was hard 2 do. btw. thx 4 all of u geh concern. then i msg him at 9.32.bt he nvr reply me. its ok. i predict he wun reply me. kaka. nvm ba. bt i m nt strong i m a dai hambao. cry cry cry. i reli tak blh tahan dy. den i went 2 my laopo hum again.
when reach her hum.xjie call me n ask me wat happened. i say he decided 2 gif up me. cry again hor-.- my crying make my laopo worry again leh. she cnt slp anymore. she acc me d whole day. actuali my baby is care n jealous bout my sailou wa. he nt d guy u thk la baby. he is a funny frm fb hu call me gajek. my baby tot tat i go sing k v him n earn his rm 50 wa. actuali tat was a deal between me n tat funny sailou..he tease me dis gajek owis tok cc words den he bet if i cn hold a day without cc words den i gt rm 50 frm him. bt wat my baby thk dou~~ so far o..^^ bt i knw my baby is too care bout me so he thk far. bt i oso 1 tat 38 sai lou 2 explain d whole thgs 2 my baby. i duwan lost my baby cux sum misun between us.




let the picha show wat m i doing at her hum today. baby u gt 2 surprise. dis is one of them-->




i rmb tat i gt post a blog which related to PUZZLE n OUR LOVE STORY d.
i wrote tat when v started to knw each other. d picture of it is just like a piece of a complete puzzle. following d passing of time. my love 4 u is just like d pieces of puzzle.slow slow d complete le d puzzles of our love story.i dun care the puzzle will be ugly o beautiful.bt my love n caring for RYAN still to be continue.i wun regret tat i has been gave all my love 4 u.. U LOVE ME N I LOVE U IS CNT BREAK D. OUR LOVE CNT GIF UP EASILY D. i knew u love puppy. d puzzle on d upper part just like us. they r couple too o. dis cute cute puzzle did u like it? baby. i 1 to let u knw. i'll always love u. i dun care wat they say. i just in love v u. u promised me u'll care me for my whole life geh o. without ryan hw bernice live happy? bernice jx nid ryan's love n caring 2 stay in dis world. jx u cn bring d happiness for me.. i love u i love u i love u.
frens. sry 4 make u worry those days. sry sry. i'll be fine soon.

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