Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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2010/01/31
our 1st study night

has been 2 days didn't update my blog luu.
so update it on now..

my baby came to my house yesterday.
he came for study with me together.
it was the 1st time we were studying together.
i don't know how to describe those happiness feeling.
actually, it was the 1st time which i study with my boyfriend together.
it can be more concentrate and easy to absorb the things into your brain..
1st time i saw his serious face when he was studying. i knew he care about his new job..
when the moment i look into his eyes, i can feel that how much am i love this guy.

after that, we went to eat bak kut teh with my family.
skip the process of dinner.. it was not important..

after dinner, we continued our studying..
stop, that was not studying, just a simple revision with him..
because he going to exam on tomorrow.
baby gambateh and just do your best things on tomorrow's exam.
and please don't give so much pressure to yourself.
just take it easy.
i am a GOOD girlfriend narhx, so i let him online a while and me sang when he was online-ing..
i keep sang old chinese song. and he keep smile when i was singing. baby, isn't feel that you are the luckiest guy because you have a sweet and romantic girlfriend who sang for you?? xD
when he was online-ing and chat with others girl, i got abit jealous of it..
but he told me that eventhough he was chatting with those girl but his heart just on me.
and he hope me put confidence on him and myself.
what you told were the confidence that you gave to me. i won't jealous of them anymore. because i am your only girlfriend so i must trust you.

about 11.30 pm, he went back to his home luu..
it was a sweet study night with my baby.

baby,
put your arms around me and stay forever. because i'll be here for you.
just you can revive me and raise me up.
your this kind of love make me feel good enough. i can't describe what's the glue that hold us stick together.
nobody can replace and take your place, only you can make me safe and feel this way.
there are easy words to say to love you forever, but i wanted to mean it should be more than ever.
so, i won't give you up.

I WANTED TO BE THE ONLY QUEEN OF YOUR HEART FOREVER.

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2010/01/29
moody.

it was my new photo 1 day ago..
my fren said it look like japanese doll again-.-
omg, i guess i cant changed my style edi.
maybe i got a babyface..
cant be a sexy and mature girl..
sad!~


what happened on today?
this was my handicraft to my baby may..
she don't know how to do, and i can't taught her by her side, so i take this picture and post to my facebook, and show her how to do this maths question..
my ugly handwriting.. just a simply rough.. xD

baby, i miss you so much..
but.. its ok for me..
because i can meet you on tomorrow..



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2010/01/28
hopes.

today was the first day which my baby joined the citibank for his new job.
miracles was happened which that was he woke up earlier than me in this morning..
when i saw his morning message to me, i felt sweet although just a BABY word.
a word of BABY enough to show how important am i in his heart. i just like a baby that he loves and appreciate me very much..
then, he went to office for training, and me was helping my mummy in her shop.
mami has sicked for three weeks. keep coughing and headache.. worried her but can;t do anythings for her. i just can help her when she need me..

this was the first time that we didn't stick with each other..
i don't know he got missing me or not, but me has missed him very much, miss his everythings.
and worried about how his working situation and so on..
unfortunately, his phone low battery so can't contact me..
sigh~~ its ok for me..
but when he finished his job training, he called me for a while..

i can saw he was care about his new job. because he keep telling me that he worried he can't do it well just now..
actually, this job is difficult to handle. it needs alot of knowledge to memorise the benefit of the product..

baby, what i wanted to tell you is:
don't give too much pressure for yourself.
just do your best on anythings. stay happy and relax when doing it. and the result will be the happy ending also..
nothing is impossible in this world.. you should trust yourself that you can done it then you sure can do it by your hand.
hope you can remember what i said to you just now.. happy and healthy is the most treasure and precious things in this world.. so, stay happy and healthy for me.
and hope my mami can get recover from her sick soon.

i love you.


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2010/01/26
❤work hard

baby, i still remember that how you appreciate my blog..
sometimes, you will asked me why i didn't update my blog.
sometimes, you will angry of what i wrote in my blog.
sometimes, you will jealous of my 1st time added some characters into my blog..
all you response to my blog was because you care my everythings, include my blog, right??

why i will named my blog as ✖_мч swеет мемояч_✖ ?
why i will started to write blog since 10/7/2009?
all those just because of you..
since 10/7/2009, this was the first day when be with you..
i decided to memorise and write down all the things that happened between us in my blog.. and i hope what happened between us should be sweet memory.. so i named it as ✖_мч swеет мемояч_✖. plus, it was the sweetest memory for me since the day i found you.. so, all i did just for you..

tomorrow will be the first day you start your new job..
a new starting of job will be a stress's starting too..
i got nothing can do for you.. but i can stand beside you and support you when you need me..
i can't give you anythings, but i gave all my love and support to you..
you say you will work hard for our future.. did you remember what you has promised me before??
you can work hard, but not too hard.. i not wish to see you work too hard for our future.. i don't want to see you too tired or stress of your new job.. just use a simple and relax mood to face the new challenges in your new job k?? and remember that i am always be there for you no matter anytime. gambateh..
baby, stay happy and relax when working tomorrow..
i don't want to see you tired.. rest more and take care of yourself..

i love you~

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stop asking those sohai question to me~!!!

i woke up early in this morning..
i on facebook for a while before i going to help my mami..

got some sohai people asked me some sohai question in my facebook..
it has made me pissed off..

the 1st question is [你是处女吗?], it translates into english which mean are you still virgin??
first, the question of isn't i am a virgin, i won't give any good answer for it.. because it was a naive and freaking sohai question for me.
second, this question none of you all business, right? then, why must you wanted to ask me those childish question??
if i answer this question with 'yes, i still virgin', isn't you want to tell me that you want to fuck me??

the 2nd question is [you look sweet, do you got boyfriend? i wish to fuck you]
hello guy, i didn't got any sweet looking, but i got boyfriend.. U DIDN'T MENTION THAT MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS IN FACEBOOK WAS MARRIED TO RYAN HOE?? so, why you still asking some stupid question to me?? and if you wish to fuck me, sorry about that.. what you wish won't come true because god won't let those of bastard's wishes come true..

if you need some sex service, please ask from your girlfriend. those idiot question shouldn't ask to me. plus i am not the cock that can fulfill your need from sex.
guy who asked those sohai question to me, you all are IDIOT AND NAIVE!!
please don't trying to flirt with me.. i already told you all i got a good boyfriend, if you all continuing do or ask those sohai things to me, please don't blame what the fierce things that i will scold on you in the future..

just went back from sing k..
i guess nothing special will happened in the night.. so updates my blog at this time..
earlier good nitez to you all.. stay happy..
love all my babees, especially RYAN. =)

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2010/01/25
gambateh!! =)

wow.. this is another lucky star for my baby dear.. it made by myself.. 100% handmade..
izit nice?? hope he will love it=)
babee, hope u have a good starting for your new job..



all those are my new photos:






all those are my new photos on Jan 2010..
Chinese New Year will be coming soon on Feb 2010 also..
How the situation and the celebration of this year CNY will be? i am quite sacrifice it because can celebrate the valantine day and CNY with my dear on the same day ..xD
nothing special happened on those day..
wishes all my frens can stay happy and gambateh no matter working or studying.
my baby must gambateh on your new job for our future..
mwahx mwahx.. love you, yes i do..

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2010/01/23
❤because of you

start from today, i guess i will use the professional english to write my blog.
because got someone tease me that my english is broken english.
T.T~~
okok.. i decide to learn english from my baby.. i wanted you be my english teacher.. because you taught me [pissed off] this word before.. i guess you can be the good teacher for me, and i will be the naughtiest student.. =)
me bernice teach you all again. PISSED OFF mean angry or mad.. xD

my story on today is same as usual. nothing special.
happiness feeling fulfilled my everyday, because i got my guy stand beside me and support me..
I had your love, it was my everything..
I'm grateful for each day you gave me..
Maybe i don't know what are the love story of others, But i know your love is true and I was blessed because I was loved by you..
I'll everything I am because you loved me..
I love you too my baby.. as much as you love me.

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2010/01/16
If love you is wrong, i never want to be right =)

just now saw dou my baby sum geh blog.
If love you is wrong, i never want to be right =)
dis is what she write.. it was really sweet and suitable for each people who love their lovers..
yeap. i agree that..
when u truly fall in love with someone, you won't care it was right or wrong decision to love. and you just will be continue to love.
if you will care what others say of your decision to love, i felt shame on it, because you are not truly love your lover.

i won't care others say.
and i won't trust what others say oso.
i just will be continue to love you, my baby..
your love already fulfilled what i need.
i'll stand beside you when you need me.

laogong, wo ai ni ya~
=)

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sorry to my sweetheart~~

sorry coco.
i can't bring you back to my house because of some sohai reason.
i'll miss you all the memory with you on that day..
and felt sorry to miss yap also.
i mess your time for bring me to your house to see puppies on that day oso.
i really wanna to get it but some sohai people wun let me get it.


fine!! i will respect your decision!!
i will obey what you wanted me to do oso.
but remember that i will revenge
because you had spoil my dream and let it broken.
my dream to get coco has broken.
and my plan with my guy are broken oso.
you had made it mess~~~

bye!

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2010/01/15
when can i get you?


i fall in love with it long time ago. but i din got $$ to get it by myself.
my guy know me love it very much so he try to get it for me.
today morning, i went to tmn desa to see the puppies..
when i reached the seller's house, it was fulled of the barking of the puppies.
it got many baby poodle inside the house.. i saw 1 brown colour baby poodle.. it was damned and fucking cute.. chubby and fat and short leg.. heart it. but it was sold.. when the seller said it was sold, i felt disappointed. and just left 3 white babee poodle..
this 1 is the one of three white baby poodle that i like too.. if got choice, i sure will choose that brown 1.. maybe i no chance to own it..
but i like this white baby poodle oso. it cute too rite?? so i decide to bring my guy to here and buy it for me..
yeah yeah, my guy promise that he will buy it for me.. but my mami won't let me to get it.. she said that i can't take care of myself also, if i really wanted to feed it, then ask me take the puppy to my guy's house and feed it.. wtf~~~
then, i asked her what are the reason that i can't feed this puppy, she gave me a fucking nonsense reason. i really pissed off and cried.. and she was stubborn..then, i called to my daddy who love me much much. when daddy answered my phone, he asked me who make me cry. i told my daddy straightly. he said he will help me to get the babee poodle.. daddy argh daddy, u just need to help me to tell ur wiife that let me feed it then ok dy. xD
haihs.. actually i tot that i cn get it dy, but my mami won't let.. it make me feeling sad and unhappy.. when can i get it? i also dunno~~~ god help me~~~

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2010/01/14
i heart babee poodle


hehes. i heart babee poodle. heart it <3
because it looks lovely and adorable.
my guy know me heart it.. trying to get it for me.
he very hardworking on survey of babee poodle
i m touching of what he did.
baby, hope cn get it from you.
then we can own our family..~~
i heart you too..mwah.. love you

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2010/01/11
i miss you.

beside miss him, i don't know what is the feeling of mine now.
i has been 2 days never saw him. but why i can so miss someone. first time i will so miss someone.
I always thought I will be the most happiest girl in this world ever since the day I met him,
I don't need to be jealous at other couples because I knew that we could be the most lovely couple if we could handle it perfectly. No doubt, there isn't any couple won't argue.
When days go by, I only realize that I fell in love with you more than yesterday. I can even leave everything behind just for you;
I can even hold my temper not to be too mad at you sometimes;
I can even be so tolerate with you which this is not what I used to be before I'm with you;
I can even sacrifice all the things I was craving for just to get a better things for you.
I don't love you because of your money, I love you because I do love you.one thing for sure, I will never regret for being together with you for such a long journey, baby you know that I won't; I might think, how would my life will be if I ever lose you one day. I dare not think that far, cause I know I will never let you go but if you insisted what can I do. You are my forever beloved babee dear. Baby I do love you~

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6 mths and 1 day~


yesterday he came to my house.
this was the photo he captured with my bobo.
they are my baby, 1 is baby boy and 1 is baby bobo.
he said wanna buy 1 dog and feed it. okok. u buy then i feed..
i want toy poodle.. baby.. if u buy it, it will be our child. then we will have our family. xD. sweet ba?

i got nothing good. just know how to care and love you
these 6 mths, we got our memorable memory , something that are different with others.
i guess my baby will understand what am i talking about.
we love to tease each other.
maybe other 1 will tot that we are argueing but actually we are not. this is our communication way.xD

i love your sound when you calling me baby. it was cute for me.
i love your way that you treat me, when i am tired, you will lend me your shoulder and said[baby sleep o, you tired]
when i try to say [i duwan sleep 1st, i want accompany you] then you sure fierce to me and said[duwan make me angry] then, i sure will go to sleep. i listen to you.
wakaka. your angry your fierce make me felt sweet lo, this is the way you love me, because you care bout me.
i remember that you got said it b4, you said that you love to see my smile, because my smile is your happy, me happy then you will happy.

baby, today u said that you has became a part of my life, and i fight back and said[nonono, you are not a part of my life, when i find a guy whom better than you, i will leave him and follow him]
sorry for say that, i m not mean to say that. i just wanna tease you
you are right! you are a part of my life. i cant stay anyday without you.
so, dun leave me alone and love me and take care of my life.

thank for love me these 6 mths and 1 day, you must keep it and love me till the day we didn't love each other.
be with you is my most precious thing in this world because your love have been fulfilled my world my life.

baby baby, i need a real man. and that real man is you.
♥♥wo ai ni♥♥
♥♥wo hui gei ni zui da de xing fu♥♥

♥♥i want you to rest, i duwan you to be tired♥♥

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2010/01/08
sweet ~ 08/01/2010


let my photos show you all.
nice? =)




















hehes. yesterday morning having dimsum with my baby and his family.
yesterday was our half year aniversary, plus his mami birthday~
happy birthday auntie. i have nothing to give her for her birthday o.. but i has sent a mms to her for her birthday.. it was a cute pooh.=)
then we went to genting about 4 pm.. happy happy..
on the way to genting, my baby hold my hand hand tightly. i love the feeling that he hold my hand tightly..
when we reached genting, we went to BE A STAR sing k ne..
he keep did some funny voice.. it make me keep laugh dou~~ xD

after sing k, then we went for a DAZZLE MAGIC SHOW..it was amazing. worth to watch..
after those. we oso have take some photos.
show you all. it quite ugly because we captured at the night.








about 11.00 pm, we went bek home..
his mami waited us at the skyway station..because me and my baby take cabel car.. it quite romantic when take cabel car with him because of the cool air and then his mami fetched me back my home.
a day in genting was passed.
our half year aniversary was passed too.
but i know our love won't passed.. it will be continued as long as we love each other.


i love your caring when you take care and protect of me.
i love your humor when you trying to make me happy.
i love your fierce when you care about me..
i love your everythings.
no matter what happen i will be there for you and loving you too.
hope you will stay beside me and loving me till the end of my life too.

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2010/01/07
half year aniversary present for you~~



tomorrow is not our half year aniversary. 10th Jan is the real date of our aniversary..but we celebrate it earlier.. so it on tomorrow.. then today is the eve of aniversary.. i decide to give my baby a sweet surprise..

i got heard people said that the fold stars or hearts can bring happiness and lucky to someone..
baby. did you know that why i will fold those stars for you?
maybe you will thought that i am so silly to make those for you.. or maybe you don't know the meaning of those stars..
each of those stars is made by me.. i made those 1 by 1..
i don't care how pain of my finger.. i just hope to give you those. =)
i hope those stars can bring you the happiness and lucky for you~
you must happy when see those. xD
i also dunno how many stars and heart that i fold edi..
argh~~~ not enough paper let me fold my stars..
sorry baby.. but i promised you that i will fold the stars till the bottle is fill up.



yoyoyo.. :P




complete =)



each quantity of those stars and heart have its own characteristic~~
i translate it by myself lo.. broken english.. dun tease me wa..
01 you are my only one
02 we love each other
03 i love you
04 our promises
05 no regret
06 successfully
07 happiness
08 non-replaceable love
09 strong and lasting love
10 [sap quen sap mei]=> perfect you
11 [yat sam yat yi]
12 my beloved
13 [em luen]
17 stay with you
18 you are my another side
20 eternity love
21 [ngo dik zhui oi]
22 [shiong shiong dui dui]
24 missing you anytime anywhere
33 love you three of my lifetime[qin sei, gam sei, loi sei]
36 my heart belongs to you
66 [si si shun lei]
77 destiny let us love
88 apologise
99 [chiong shiong si shou]
100 [bak nin hou hap]
101 [lei si ngo de wei yat]
108 marry to me
144 love you [sang sang shei shei]
365 miss you everyday
999 [tin chiong dei gou]
1000 make a wish
1001 our love stay till[wing yuen]
1314 love you[yat sang yat sei]


thx god let me found you..
i appreciate your everythings. i kept all the things you did to me in my heart..
my love towards you is non-replaceable and non-stop..
i give my heart my love my soul to you since 10/7/2009..
these 6 mths, your love has made me changed many.
1st time i so serious and crazy in love with someone..
1st time i cooked for someone and take it far apart from my house.
1st time i keep worried someone.
1st time i so care bout someone.
did you know why you can own all those of my love?
because you loved me.. your love and caring are the special love i never own before..
the happiness that you brought to me in these 6th mth is uncountable..and memorable.
i can feel how true of your love.. thx my baby..
happy half year aniversary to you.. although we can't celebrate it together, but our heart are stick together..
u happy then i will happy too..
i am be there for you.
baby i love you is because you are you whom are the only one take away my heart~~

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my ugly face.. T.T


my side face~~~


hurt fuck off from my eyes. xD


i just wanna show my rabbit teeth. xD


many people said that me look like kids. i am big big gal!!





still remember that my baby asked me why i didn't update my blog..
baby, just 2 days never update it.. but u remember it..
I AM TOUCHING OF YOUR CARING..
ok la.. give you all see my new photo lo..


7-11 SLURPEE MINIATURE~~
MY BABY GAVE IT TO ME~~ IT WAS CUTE BUT ME WAS PALE AND UGLY BECAUSE OF MY MESSY HAIR..THX Q BABY






just a simply update on today..
because i m quite busy on today. xD
hohohoho. 10th on Jan is the half yr aniversary of me n my guy..
i love it.. blablabla..
baby, i love u..

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2010/01/02
promised me~~

dunno why i will so care about your everythings.
i admit that i love you very much. much till can't prove my love thru words and actions.
i also dunno why i can so crazy in love with you.
baby, maybe you are not the most handsome in this world.
but you are the one who most handsome for me.

you and my family are the people i most care and love in this world leh.
touched mou? xD
whole noon i lost contact with you. i very very worry you.
i almost cry when lost contact with you.
did you know i called to your mami and ask why i can't call in your fon?
did you know that i called my buddy to fetch me to your home? because i wanted to see what happened on you.
i know i very silly leh. but it because i too worry you and care you.

just now. you called back me when you just wake up and your fon no battery so i can't call in to you.
when i heard your sound, my heart seems like put down a huge stone.
because i know that you are safe. hehes.
i happy dou dropped tears also just now. -.-
sei ye you!! made me keep worry you this noon.
you must promised me that you can't made me worry you anymore.
so you must sek sek me and love me the most as reward.

many ppls said that [one love not care the ending of the love story, it is care on the process and the memory of that love's story] but this not suit for me.
i wanted stay with you forever, i care both memory and the ending of our love story o. sorry baby o. i know i m greedy to own your love forever..xD

baby baby. you should know that i care and love you more than myself.
so duwan sacrifice my love towards you dy luu.
you are my everythings.

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2010/01/01
is u let me know what is love.



baby.
shall you hold my hand forever?
i need your love to survive.
i love you.

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