2009/08/25
sweet sweet~~
You are not alone..
I am here with you..
Though we are far apart..
But you're always in my heart~~
This song is our starting.. i still remember that when you introduce this song to me.. Is you said that the lyrics of this song represent what your mind thinking and me is always in your heart..
If my life without you how it should be going through?
i also don't what the answer of this question..
did you know that you are everythings for me?
i can lost everythings around me but i can't lost you..
i don't know how to live without your love..
i was born to make you happy..
because you are the only one who filled my heart..
that's the way our love should be.. this will be stay forever..
i also don't know what the magic you has did on me?
i can't believe you has been changed my mind..
many people told me that nothing can stay forever even though a true love also hard to stay forever..
but i didn't trust that's true..
when we're together i know that i'll always feel for you..
i promise you now..
i'll never stop loving you.. this promise wun expired..
i love to hear you say that YOU LOVE ME.. that's so sweet..
when you say those words it is the sweetest things i've never heard before.
i know that you are truly care for me from the way you treat me..
i am so happy that you are mine.
MY LOVE FOR YOU CAN'T PROVE BY WORDS.
I'LL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE OUR LOVE LAST FOREVER AS YOU SAID BEFORE..[YOU SAID YOU'LL TRYING TO MAKE ME BE YOURS FOREVER RITE?]
I'LL GIVE YOU ALL MY LIFE IF YOU WANT TAKE IT AWAY
I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED ME.
I LOVE YOU~
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2009/08/18
how n when did i fall n so crazy in luv v u? ^^~
your love are amazing.. it has been brighten my world and brought a lots of joyful into my world..
you're the one for me..
you're the one i need..
i'll never break your heart..
i'll never make you cry..
i'd rather die than if my life without you..
i could'nt live my life without you in it..
i wish i could give the world to you..
but i give all my love to you..
babee i am missing you now..
my heart stays with you too..
i know that wherever you are you will feel me because i feel you too..=)
i m willing to do anythings for you if you wanted me to do that..
i m willing to go anywhere for you if you asked me to go..
because i can see your love as far as can..
your love not ordinary and i never had this before..
of all the things that you've given to me..
i cannot hide and i can't erase the way you make me feel inside..
and there're no one that i can compare with you..
i can see all the love that i'll ever need from you..
what make you different in my eyes?
you got something so real and you touched me so deep..
so come as you are, you've got nothing to prove..
you won me with all that you do and who you are..
you maybe don't know how you touch my life..
i just can tell you that is you taught me what is the love supposed to be..
and i wanna take this chance to say to you..
yes i will,
hold your hand and walk with you till the last day of mine..
yes i will,
give you everythings you need..
yes i will,
someday started a new family with you..
i know my love is true when we've together..
i promise this is true and i'll never find someone like you..
i love the way that you are..
and i won't let you go, my guy..
no one could ever do that, love you like i love you..
all i have is just give you my heart and my love..
i m so glad that i found you in my life..
i'll be there to comfort you by build my world of dreams and RUBBISH around you..let me fill your heart with joy and laughter..
i'll be always love you as long as i can be..
so if you want to free i'll let you fly too..
because i knew that our love will never die in my heart..
you'll always be a part of me..
i'm a part of you definitely too..
boy, you can't escape me because you'll always be my baby dear to love n care me for my life..[what u promised me before that]^^~
YOU'RE MINE!!
I LOVE YOU!!
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2009/08/17
wat is love?? ^^~
wat is meant by love??
many people gt asked mii dis ques b4..
they said they felt tat i m so happy when being v him..
they wish mii n him cn stay 4eva..
when they said dis i jx ans thx 2 them..^^~
actuali dis ques gt abit hard 2 ans..
yeap.. i agree tat i m so greedy n i hope cn stay 4eva v him.
hope my ryan gt a same thinking v mii luu..
haiz.. all my frens gt their love prob recently..
jowelynn became a love counsellor dy.. geng?? wahaha..
bt i m nt hope 2 c dis.. when saw they cry n telling mii wat their feeling when argueing v their mr/mrs right..dunno y my heart wil feel so pain when saw tat..
n i wil becum moody abit.. mayb i worried tat it wil happened on mii in d future ba.. dunno izit i think too much jo..
wuwuwu.. i feel scare wa.. mayb i too sked 2 lost him.. when both of us happening sumthing my brain wil think 2 far away .. i knew he wil angry of dis d.. bt mou bin la..^^~~
err.. dunno 1 2 write wat jo lu..
jowelynn prays 2 god:
1. hope my frens d prob wil b fine n settle.. hope their love wil b stay 4eva..
2. hope mii n my guy cn stay 4eva too..^^
I WIL OWIS LOVE YOU~~
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2009/08/09
1 mth aniversary..^^~
2day ->10/8/09 iss mii n my guy geh 1st mth d aniversary..
hoho.. so fast v gt our 1st mth's aniversary luu.. hepi n sweet sweet ya..~
last nite he met my parent n hving a dinner v dem.. at d starting i cn felt his nervous when met my baba mami.. mayb tat was d 1st time he met his gf geh parent.. he nvr do tat b4.. i guess tat he willing 2 mit my parent is cux he felt tat our relationship stepped into stable status.. rite my dear? cn u let mii knw wat ur feeling when be v mii? hang fook fai lok mou? hehes~~ b4 i bring him 2 mit my parent .. v hang out at klcc.. i n him bring my little godsis ply water n ply at plyground there in d outside of klcc wor.. mii so careless.. mii din saw dou a things higher den my head geh.. den when i 1 left there my head knocked dou it le.. PONG! it was a metal leh.. my head pain pain pain when knocked it.. he so k bout it.. he massage n sek sek my head immediately.. sweet sweet ya.. although hw pain m i bt stil feel sweet of tat.. dear.. i luv u..^^ den v bring tat feimui zai went 2 dino trek 4 a visit.. my guy so notty luu.. he called my godsis feimui zai cux she was a fat gal.. his mouth stil bad bad.^^ bt hw bad is he i stil like it..
bout 6 p.m.. v went bek 2 my house luu.. hehes.. he say he 1 say greeting my mami by XXX words wor.. geng mou? he so funny geh la.. i knew he used joke 2 replace his nervous wa.. when he saw dou my parent he ntg 2 chat v dem cux he was scared n nervous.. useless dou.. =) bt i tried 2 make them gt a chat.. v went out 2 a restaurant 4 hving dinner.. when eating dinner my mami n daddy kip called him take more food 2 eat.. omg mami.. dun let dis fei lou eat too much leh.. he wil getting fatter den i throw him away.. hahahas.. i told mami tat his name is ryan den mami straightly said she knw cux mii owis say bout him in front of her.. ya meh? gt dis such of things meh? y i dunno geh? bout 8 sumore den went bek 2 my house luu.. v watched babee show thru my laptop.. frm dis i felt tat he quite like kids n puppy leh.. y so similar v mii geh? r dis fate? yes i agree..^^~ bout 10 ++ dad fetch him bek luu..
did u knew tat u r d 1st guy hu make mii so crazy in luv v?
did u knew tat 1st time i wil use so much effort n caring on a relationship?
u r d 1st 1 hu own all of it.. i hope u cn b d last 1 in my life..
cn u stand beside mii 4 my life? i promise u tat i wun chilidish anymore.. i try my best 2 b mature den b4 k?
i wil try my best 2 change all my bad attitude too.. i dun 1 gik u more..^^
when u nid a healer 4 ur pain.. i wil owis be there 4 u..
when u nid sum1 2 luv n care you.. here i am.. and yes i do 2 do all dis 4 my lifetimes.. u r worth 2 let mii 2 do tat..
babee dear.. i m yours since 10/7/09.. it wil belongs 2 4eva.. ^^~
wo ai ni..
ngo oi lei..
wo cinta mu..
aishiteru..
saranghaeyo..
te amo..
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2009/08/07
genting trip ^^~ [PART 2]
hehes.. 9s?? sweet??
he steal kiss mii when captured dis..^^ notty?
he belongs 2 mii since 10/7/09.. i wil luv him til d last day of my life..
chubby ma?? v wore tat fly spec when hving 3D movie..^^ hehes.. all these were captured by famous photographer RYAN'S BABY [MS LCB JOWELYNN]~ xD 9s ma? after enjoying photos den read my sweet sweet story luu =)
hehes.. bout 12.00 sumore v went 2 genting geh outdoor theme park 4 playing luu.. v played jo many games wor.. i lazy 2 write o.. bt i cn say tat all d moment v my dear is sweet.. he hold my hands n hug mii all d time.. i felt so hang fook when being v him^^~ b4 went bek 2 hotel i go 2 chocolate house 2 buy sum chocolates.. den v hv free 1 grab of chocolate wor.. my dear geh bear palm grab jo 20 ++ chocolates leh.. geng mou? jx grabbed these by 1 palm.. all of u cn imagine tat d warmness of my hand which owis hold by him ba? it was SWEET! WARM! hoho^^
den bout 5.30 sumore v went bek 2 hotel luu.. cux tired le.. i changed le my polo tee.. i oso gt bought 1 similar v mine 1 d pole too 4 him b4.. bt he said it was UGLY den he dun 1 wear.. wuwu~ bt he stil gt wear.. his mouth say UGLY bt he stil willing 2 wear it d? i oso dunno wat d reason n secret inside it.. cn RYAN tel mii? ^^ RYAN GT A STUBBORN MOUTH.. hehes.. v wear a couple shirt hang gai ye.. sweet sweet ya..
den v hang gai at first world luu.. den v watch 2 movies.. 1 was 3D geh 1 was normal geh luu.. ntg special happened wor.. bt 1 funny things was I SLPT WHEN WATCHING MOVIE.. geng mou? my dear said tat dun 1 watch movie anymore cux mii seems like so suffer when watching movie v him.. NONONO!! I DUN 1 !!! I APPRECIATE EVI MOMENT WHEN V U.. R U KNW TAT? i wil aslp cux mii too tired jo wa dear n ur shoulder too comfortable 4 mii 2 slp.. i promised u i wun do tat paiseh things again^^ v watched tat movie til 1.30 sumore den went bek 2 hotel oioi jo luu~~
den on d next day v bek at 12.45 p.m.. bye bye genting.. dunno when mii n my dear cn go there again.. bt all d sweet moment in genting i wil kip it in my heart..u wil kip all d things happened between us in ur heart ma? bt u jx cn kip d hepi n sweet moment in heart wor.. cux our luv is SWEET N HANG FOOK geh..reached titiwangsa station at 2.00 den went bek 2 his hum oioi again..^^~
at nite v went 2 KIMGARY hving dinner again.. after tat hang gai a while at d jusco which beside it..bt buy ntg..^^ den he acc mii bek at 9.30 sumore.. our trip was end..
BT RYAN AND JOWELYNN D LOVE STORY WUN ENDED SO EASILY.. OUR PROMISES WUN BREAK SO EASILY TOO.. I KNEW TAT MY DEAR WUN LEAVE MII ALONE IN MY LIFE..
YOU ARE BELONG WITH ME SINCE 10/07/09~
I WANTED YOU BE THERE WHEN I NID U FOR MY LIFE
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO I LOVED THE MOST IN MY LIFE
MII JOWELYNN JUST WILL LOVE RYAN
OTHERS 1 CAN FUCK OFF FROM MY WORLD
MY HEART WUN LET ANYONE STAY INSIDE IT LE~
MY HEART JUST WILL ALIVE FOR RYAN^^
YOU ARE MINE~~
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genting trip ^^~ [PART 1]
v went 2 genting highlands on 6th august~~ den v overnite 1 nights at there..^^ dunno izit mii too excited o nervous i wake up damned early->bout 6 a.m in d morning of 6th august..sot jo luu =) after tat i jx preparing myself n went 2 mit him luuu.. when d time d i mit him, it was bout 8 a.m ++ gua? tat pig said 1 fetch bus go 2 genting b4.. bt he told mii tat his mum cn fetch us 2 go there.. wat wor.. if he tel mii earlier tat his mum fetch us 2 go there den i no nid wake up so early luu.. quite mad at dis d.. den i slp at his hum.. ^^ bt i cn slp beside him n i felt sweet n comfort with his hug.. all these cn satisfied mii dy..~
bout 10 sumore den his parent fetch us go 2 genting luu.. hoho.. our journey was starting..
TO BE CONTINUED..^^~~
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