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ytd was my buffday^^~
dis yr d buffday is d most memorable 1..
cux hv my dear n my besties acc mii 2 pass it..
i luv all of u..

earli in d morning.. i was helping mami.. mami treat mii so gd on tat day.. i quite touching of tat.. she boiled 2 eggs 4 mii.. i asked y.she said tat it 4 hou yi tou wa =.= nvm wa. den i ate luu..
bout 10.. i went bek hum 2 prepare myself den nid 2 hang out v my dear le..^^~
i made le 1 honey lemon juice n brought 1 special mooncake 4 him.. i went out 2 mit him at 11.00 bt he told mii tat he was stucking in d traffic jam n mayb wil be late.. haiz.. my heart suddenly felt sour mayb cux of i nid waiting 4 him alone wa? hehes.. dunno is he gif mii a surpise o he tried 2 rush 2 cum here ? after i reached MV 5 minutes den saw dou him le.. when d 1st sight he saw mii n he asked mii izit i m angryinq? den i say yes.. y he wil feel tat i angrying him d? geng ^^ den he kip asked y.. bt i didnt tel.. den v go buying ticket 4 watching HARRY POTTER.. b4 enjoying d movie, v hving MCD 4 our lunch.. i admit tat i m stil angrying at him.. hehes.. den v went 2 watch movie luu.. he brought a jacket 4 mii.. he sked mii gt cold when watching movie..
den v rush 2 PAVILLION N SG WANG shopping.. bt my stupid high heel shoes make my toes felt pain pain pain.. den my dear bring mii 2 buy new shoes.. y my dear so caring.. i felt tat myself so hang fook when being v him.. seems like i no nid care bout anythings cux he wil care all my things in my life.. sweet nia..^^
den bout 8.30 v rush bek 2 maluri there.. v fetch taxi 2 rush bek.. tat taxi fees is hw much? 5.20 sen ne.. 520 means wo ai ni.. my dear said it is fate [V LUV EACH OTHER] .. it was cux my besties them wait us at there n they 1 celebrate my buffday v mii.. den dear dear bought ice cream 4 mii.. its quite expensive.. actuali my dear wun let mii eat ice cream dy d.. he knew my stomach nt fine n sked mii wil stomach pain again.. bt cux ytd r my buffday he let mii ate 1 time ice cream..^^ ~~ den v r sitting at d bench n ate ice cream .. he feed mii eat ice cream n i feed him too.. mwahx.. luv my dear d most..
actuali 1 of dem said dun 1 go le.. den i kip scold her.. i 1 all of them cn celebrate it v mii.. i nt wish 2 c 1 of dem cnt celebrate v mii yeh.. bt at d last they all gt cum.. they jx 1 gif mii a surprise.. den v eatting at a place named BUT GIN BUT SAN de.. v chat n 38 at there.. dear ordered le 1 yin yong ju pa fan n mii ordered le honey steak.. v drank watermelon juice as our drink.. bt both of dem nt vry 9s too..jx d drink is 9s..^^ they gt abit gu wak on last nite.. dunno wat time dy.. dear dun 1 mii turned my head 2 another side.. den i kip concentrate chatting v both of shopo.. actuali.. they brought a cake frm outside n 1 gif mii a surprise.. i quite surprise at there.. den v gt capture sum photots bt nt 9s d lighting o camera probs.. wuwu~ den bout 11.30 sumore v went bek 2 each other geh hum le.. they fetch my dear bek 1st.. den i changed 2 my hou ji mui geh car 2 bek my hum=) my dear gave mii a pouch den i opened it.. it gt 1 perfume n 52 ringgit.. omg.. y he gave mii $$? @@ he said 52 means 520 WO AI NI.. hehes.. my dear so qq ba? sha gua bao bei..^^
den i reached hum after 15 minutes.. i jx called my dear n chat v him til 1 a.m summore.. den i slpt le..^^~ i gt a hepi n memorable buffday in my life.. i nvr feel tat sweetness of buffday b4 tat.. mayb b4 tat din gt my boyfren n besties acc mii pass my buffday 2gether.. I GT A HEPI 19 buffday..^^

babee dear.. u knew u made mii feel touching n sweet n hepiness ma? ur caring n ur love is d best present 4 mii..after sumthings i felt tat our love bcum stronger n stable den b4 le.. yuen loi lei hor yi wei jo ngo geh hoi sam yi fu chut gam duo geh.. u fuchut ur time 2 acc mii all d time when i awake. u fuchut ur money 2 gif mii d best things.. u sked i wil gt cold so u brought ur jacket 4 mii.. u knew my shoes make my toes feel pain pain den u bought shoes 4 mii.. u knew i luv ice cream n i cnt eat too much bt u stil wil buy 4 mii.. u told mii tat u nvr did all those things 4 ur ex gf d.. bt u did le many things 4 mii..all dis is cux LOVE rite? although ur mouth nt say dis bt i cn feel hw u treat mii hw u love mii hw u k mii d.. i dunno hw 2 use words 2 describe ur gd ur sek n ur love.. it's more den words.. i knew i gt told u b4 tat LUVING A PPL IS WUN K HW BADNESS R ITS D CUX LOVE MADE ALL DIS BADNESS BCUM GOOD IN EACH OTHER'S EYES.. sumtimes u wil emo cux sum minor things.. although hw u r i stil wil beside u d.. dun worried dis..I'LL BE THERE 4 U.. i dun 1 others le.. JOWELYNN JX NID RYAN 4 HER LIFE.. JOWELYNN 1 RYAN USE HIS LOVE TIED HER TIGHT TIGHT.. JOWELYNN 1 RYAN HUG HER TIGHT TIGHT..
N NID RYAN'S LOVE 2 ACC HER 4 HER LIFE.. LET US STAY 4EVA~ all dis promises r d 1st time jowelynn do on a guy.. dear mx appreciate wa.. makz
I LOVE YOU..



31st July is my buffday..
it wil b cuming soon on more 2 days..
i quite excited at it..
cux my 6th sense tel mii tat my buffday on dis year wil b d sweetest n memorable buffday in my life~~
my beloved dear wil acc mii pass dis buffday~~
my bestie will acc mii pass it too =)
hepi hepi..^^~

dunno y..
i owis wil make my guy angry d wor..
mayb i m too careless dy..i stil 1 say sry 2 u at here..
cn u 4gif mii dis stupid dumb?
bt is u said b4 d wa.. u said tat u wun mind hw careless m i d n u said tat my careless let u gt chance 2 take k mii 4 my life d..
babee dear u still rmb dis promises between us? i knw u wil d..
jx nw i was bited by my elder daughter MIMI~
pain pain.. gt blood too=(
bt gt ur caring n love stand beside mii it wil b fine..~


i luv d way u luv n k mii~ i felt glad n blessed cux i m luvinq by u
u wil rmb wat i said b4..
u wil k wat i did..
u wil scold mii when i did wrong..
u wil stand beside mii when i m weakness..
u wil make mii hepi when i unhepi..
u wil gif mii ur shoulder n hug mii when i nid u..
u wil try 2 reduce my sadness when i m sad..

everyone born to this world is to
love someone and being loved by someone
and to protect someone and being protected by someone
to care someone and being cared by someone
i never find the meaning of love, protect, and care before i meet you
now i know it because you're the one i loved and you are always love me protect me and cared me
but i want you to know that i care you more than myself
all i need, is YOU [RYAN HOE]
i love you 我爱你 yes I DO forever and it's true~








i made him angry again~~
y i so stupid d?
i nt said le 1 b his best gf d ma?
his best gf must b understand him d most. must b luv him d most. must b k him d most..
yeap~ i agree tat i luv him more den myself.. i k him more den myself..
i gif him d most luv of mine.. i gif him all my evithings..
i nvr treat a ppl so gd n so caring d.. i oso nvr luv a ppl so much like dis..
my family n my bestie oso felt weird y i has changed bcame so caring nowadays.
is him made mii changed.. he is d 1st 1 hu let mii feel tat luving a ppl is such a hang fook things.. he is d 1st 1 hu i used so much money n effort in my luv world..

mayb is mii too k him? mayb is mii too sked 2 lost him in my life? i jx knew tat i m stupid i m useless.. y i tried 2 gif him d more caring n luv bt wil made him angry d? y i tried b his best gf bt i failed 2 do tat? i knew he is emotional. bt i din k tat cux luving a ppl is nt jx c his appearance bt is look into his heart n stepped into his world.. i admit tat i has stepped into his world bt i stil nt enuff understand him.. although sumtimes hw his temper is bad bt i wun k tat cux i knew his heart is luving mii d den enuff le..

last nite.. i made him angry again.. i felt damned sad.. i kip cried.. cried til my eyes felt tired le den baru slpt d.. 2day i woke up early in d morning.. bt i stil in moody status.. 1st time i felt so sad.. i knw it is my fault den i text him many n many 2 apologise.. dunno is mii think too much o nt..he seems like treat mii abit cold le.. bt he stil said 1 bring mii go genting.. i knew tat he is reli mad at mii le.. my heart so pain.. when i rcif all his sms i gonna 2 cry dy.. bt i tried 2 act hepi in front of ppl.. plus my sickness bcame more worse le. my sore throat make mii cnt swallow any foods into my stomach.. den i went 2 c doctor again.. doctor help mii da zam 2 gif mii sum protein n glucose.. when d time he put d suntikan into my hand tat feeling is pain bt my heart more pain.. bout 1.00 i went bek hum le..

actuali i tot tat i wil b ntg d.. bt dunno y since d time i wrote dis post my tears stil wil drop.. i m a ppl hu easy 2 cry.. hope he dun mind k? i hope he cn beside mii n let mii hide inside his wide shoulders when i m missing him nw.. bt it was jx a illusion. he was working hard nw.. sry my dear.. i dunno i wil so careless n owis make u angry d. bt i promised tat i wil try my best i wun do it again.. i m telling all d fren n world tat i m d luckiest gal by having you n ur luv.. i guess u nt wish 2 c mii cry n ur heart wil pain too.. I WIL B FINE!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ^^~








Blog updated again.. hoho^^ cux ntg 2 let mii do when i waiting 4 my guy's d sms n fon.. i wil feel boring cux nobody acc mii.. BT i oso no nid any1 of them la.. I JX NID RYAN.. he was working 2 earn money 4 our future.. is him said d..

d matter which has happened at dis noon d.. i guess tat my babee ryan din angry at mii le.. b4 tat i crying le 2 hrs cux dis.. i sked he angry at mii.. after my stupid crying 4 2 hrs.. mayb my eyes tired den fall aslp le.. when i wake up.. i saw gt missed call frm him.. bt on d other side i cn felt his cold frm his sms.. i stil sad den cry again le.. wuwu~ mayb i ate too much bread while crying b4 d time i fall aslp so make mii vomit when i awake.. den after tat.. he called mii again.. hw he angry at mii he stil k mii.. he worried mii n asked y i wil vomit..
den i went 2 c doctor hv a check le.. doctor said tat my stomach gt abit angin cux i ate too much things b4 i slp so caused it wil vomit.. wuwuwu.. fat 1kg le luu.. sei ryan.. u make mii fat le..^^

babee dear.. hw u mad at mii bt u r stil luv mii n k mii d.. although u din say it out bt all ur love n concern n caring i cn feel it d.. Sry sry sry cux of my careless speeching.. i dunno it wil make u worried n scolded by boss.. babee u r d sources of my smile hope i m d sources of ur smile too.. dun mad at mii le k? i sked~ i sad~ LISTEN TO MY HEART -> if i just show my love 2wards by saying I LOVE YOU..it sure wil more than words d..it is more than words 2 show my feel..jx ryan gt dis authority 2 own all my luv.. i cnt tel where r our future.. i oso dunno whr is it.. bt as long as v r in luv rite? it should be stay 4eva.. I M SO IN LUV V U..^^

I LOVE YOU [JOWELYNN LOVE RYAN]
AKU CINTA PADAMU [JOWELYNN CINTA PADA RYAN]
TEAMO~
AISHITERU~
SARANGHAEYO~
bokuwa [Jowelynn] daisuki [Ryan] yisiogai mo daisuki~~






12.36 p.m. on 17th July
1st time he treat mii so fierce..
cux of wat? mayb is when i tel him tat i m moody den i din tell him properly wat d reason wil make mii moody ba.. n he too k mii dy.. he steal sms v mii when his working.. plus he din gt sales n scolded by his boss.. all these made him felt stress o wat.. so he too k mii den fierce 2 mii ba? i nid 2 apologise 2 him at here cux i make him scolded by his boss.. sry dear..

it was d 1st time mii wil cry 4 those things.. y i wil so k dis? y i so k wat he said n wat he did? i wil happier den him when he was hepi.. i jx hope 2 c he stay hepi.. his smile is important 4 mii.. i m willing 2 do anythings 4 his smile.. 1st time i m so serious n crazy in luv v a guy..

Babee dear Ryan.. is u say tat i m urs d n u r mine too.. u oso promised tat u wil gambateh 2 earn money n asked mii 2 marry u d.. yes i do.. i 1 b ur real wifey! all those promises u gave mii, i gt kip it all in my heart d.. u r my survival.. i dun 1 lost a day without u..i'll nvr let u go so pls dun leave mii alone..u took my heart away.. we are belong together.. i love you~~ jowelynn jx luv ryan no matter hw long d time passed..i jx hope cn spend all my lifetime v u.. my heart jx on u! i'll be there for you n stand beside u 4eva.. wil u 4gif mii? wil u stil 1 marry mii as ur loupozai? =]

标签： when my guy is busying on work den i wrote dis..^^

dis is d 1st drawing my babee dear send it 2 mii when v hving our 1st chat at msn..he said he 1 present mii a lolipop d..bt whr is it? wuwu~ bt i luv n appreciate dis drawing vry much..

ytd..both of us feel tat our relationship r close n sweet even though v jx couple 4 2 days..babee said tat r fate..fate let both of us meet n falling in luv v each other..yeap! i agree tat..babee sang many songs 2 mii leh..sweet sweet d wa..he oso said tat make mii smile n laugh is his job cux when i was smiling o laughing he wil feel sweet n hepi too..=)

2day, i scolded by my family a whole day..haiz..damned bad luck..bt luckily gt him->my precious baobeii ryan..he knew i m in bad mood..bt he tried his best 2 acc mii n text mii although he was busying on working..if me dis suipoh gt corrupting dao hubby d working time den i say sry 2 u at here..^^ bt i guess my hubby wun so easy angry at mii d ba? i m so dai sek :D

babee..ur text said tat i m ur beloved precious SWEET pretty lovely Fxxx dear..i so hepi when i rcif tat..u knw ma? hehes..cux u so k mii so luv mii..all those u said 2 mii cn prove tat my position in ur heart is cnt be replaced by others easily rite?

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You made me think I better live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's somthin' I should probably let you know
That everyday that I spend with you
And I will miss you but I'm happy that I had you at all


bokuwa [Jowelynn] daisuki [Ryan] yisiogai mo daisuki~~








10 July ~
It was our 1st date and 1st day our relationship from friend became couple~
He is Ryan..he belongs 2 mii on 10 July..
we never meet each other before that because we know each other at friendster d..then we decide meet on this day..he say 1 gif mii sum surprise d..kaka =)
actuali mii quite excited at it..

v mit each other at midvalley..when he saw mii den he boom mii wor..he tease mii dis n tat..say mii nt pretty la say mii Fxxx..when i decide use my hand 2 slap him gently and at this moment he use his hands 2 hold my hand..my little hand palm protected n hold by his large n muscle hand palm..tat feeling is sweet sweet..

den v decide 2 watch movie..tat movie named DRAG ME TO HELL..it is horror movie and tat movie started at 4 p.m..bt v bought ticket at 1 p.m den stil left 3 hrs let us enjoy our 2 ppl world..^^v hving a lunch at a taiwanese food restaurant..den v shopping n walk around d shopping mall..he hold my hand tightly at all d time..n he hug mii too..he owis sing 2 mii n talking sum sweet words beside my ears..all these r our sweet moment..

around 4 p.m v enjoy our movie for 2 hrs..v din do any naughty things inside d cinema wa..v r guai zai guai luii:D after movie v continue our
he is a funny guy n damned plyful too..owis say mii Fxxx..huh!! although i admit tat i m Fxxx he stil owis wil say tat..he wil never lose any chances 2 boom mii..he owis peeps girls and say 1 know 2 dem although i was beside him..naughty guy..haiz~~ den v hving a pizza as our dinner..i m in diet so he ate much n much orhx~mayb cux of he dun 1 waste d food^^ bout 10 p.m v went bek hum..in ktm he hug mii n hold my hand..he sked i fall down..den v went bek 2 each hum..after tat v stil gt chat on fon 4 a while..v gt many topics cn say 2 each other tat seems like non-stop..den v hving our bath n sweet sleeping moment..

Ryan pls read here..
babee.. thx 4 ur luv, ur romantic, ur caring and tat's enuff 4 mii..
i dunno hw 2 prove my love and caring 2wards u by words..bt i wil try my best 2 bring more joyful n hepiness 2 ur world..i wil 2 b ur best gf^^ i wil hepi when u hepi..i wil more sad when u r sadness..mayb i dunno tat much bt i knw dis much tat i was glad n blessed cux i m loving by you..i wanna telling you tat i love you too my babee dear~ u r my beloved..u became a part of my life from d day v know each other..i'll always be there for you when u nid mii..i wun leave u alone..i wil acc u 4 ur life..tat is my promise..nothing gonna changed it..babee dear rmb tat U R NT ALONE CUX I M BESIDE U..same as wat promises babee dear say 2 mii d..we cnt break our promises..

TE AMO
AISHITERU
SARANGHAEYO

Jowelynn love Ryan as long as the day i m alive~

ytd was my buffday^^~
dis yr d buffday is d most memorable 1..
cux hv my dear n my besties acc mii 2 pass it..
i luv all of u..

earli in d morning.. i was helping mami.. mami treat mii so gd on tat day.. i quite touching of tat.. she boiled 2 eggs 4 mii.. i asked y.she said tat it 4 hou yi tou wa =.= nvm wa. den i ate luu..
bout 10.. i went bek hum 2 prepare myself den nid 2 hang out v my dear le..^^~
i made le 1 honey lemon juice n brought 1 special mooncake 4 him.. i went out 2 mit him at 11.00 bt he told mii tat he was stucking in d traffic jam n mayb wil be late.. haiz.. my heart suddenly felt sour mayb cux of i nid waiting 4 him alone wa? hehes.. dunno is he gif mii a surpise o he tried 2 rush 2 cum here ? after i reached MV 5 minutes den saw dou him le.. when d 1st sight he saw mii n he asked mii izit i m angryinq? den i say yes.. y he wil feel tat i angrying him d? geng ^^ den he kip asked y.. bt i didnt tel.. den v go buying ticket 4 watching HARRY POTTER.. b4 enjoying d movie, v hving MCD 4 our lunch.. i admit tat i m stil angrying at him.. hehes.. den v went 2 watch movie luu.. he brought a jacket 4 mii.. he sked mii gt cold when watching movie..
den v rush 2 PAVILLION N SG WANG shopping.. bt my stupid high heel shoes make my toes felt pain pain pain.. den my dear bring mii 2 buy new shoes.. y my dear so caring.. i felt tat myself so hang fook when being v him.. seems like i no nid care bout anythings cux he wil care all my things in my life.. sweet nia..^^
den bout 8.30 v rush bek 2 maluri there.. v fetch taxi 2 rush bek.. tat taxi fees is hw much? 5.20 sen ne.. 520 means wo ai ni.. my dear said it is fate [V LUV EACH OTHER] .. it was cux my besties them wait us at there n they 1 celebrate my buffday v mii.. den dear dear bought ice cream 4 mii.. its quite expensive.. actuali my dear wun let mii eat ice cream dy d.. he knew my stomach nt fine n sked mii wil stomach pain again.. bt cux ytd r my buffday he let mii ate 1 time ice cream..^^ ~~ den v r sitting at d bench n ate ice cream .. he feed mii eat ice cream n i feed him too.. mwahx.. luv my dear d most..
actuali 1 of dem said dun 1 go le.. den i kip scold her.. i 1 all of them cn celebrate it v mii.. i nt wish 2 c 1 of dem cnt celebrate v mii yeh.. bt at d last they all gt cum.. they jx 1 gif mii a surprise.. den v eatting at a place named BUT GIN BUT SAN de.. v chat n 38 at there.. dear ordered le 1 yin yong ju pa fan n mii ordered le honey steak.. v drank watermelon juice as our drink.. bt both of dem nt vry 9s too..jx d drink is 9s..^^ they gt abit gu wak on last nite.. dunno wat time dy.. dear dun 1 mii turned my head 2 another side.. den i kip concentrate chatting v both of shopo.. actuali.. they brought a cake frm outside n 1 gif mii a surprise.. i quite surprise at there.. den v gt capture sum photots bt nt 9s d lighting o camera probs.. wuwu~ den bout 11.30 sumore v went bek 2 each other geh hum le.. they fetch my dear bek 1st.. den i changed 2 my hou ji mui geh car 2 bek my hum=) my dear gave mii a pouch den i opened it.. it gt 1 perfume n 52 ringgit.. omg.. y he gave mii $$? @@ he said 52 means 520 WO AI NI.. hehes.. my dear so qq ba? sha gua bao bei..^^
den i reached hum after 15 minutes.. i jx called my dear n chat v him til 1 a.m summore.. den i slpt le..^^~ i gt a hepi n memorable buffday in my life.. i nvr feel tat sweetness of buffday b4 tat.. mayb b4 tat din gt my boyfren n besties acc mii pass my buffday 2gether.. I GT A HEPI 19 buffday..^^

babee dear.. u knew u made mii feel touching n sweet n hepiness ma? ur caring n ur love is d best present 4 mii..after sumthings i felt tat our love bcum stronger n stable den b4 le.. yuen loi lei hor yi wei jo ngo geh hoi sam yi fu chut gam duo geh.. u fuchut ur time 2 acc mii all d time when i awake. u fuchut ur money 2 gif mii d best things.. u sked i wil gt cold so u brought ur jacket 4 mii.. u knew my shoes make my toes feel pain pain den u bought shoes 4 mii.. u knew i luv ice cream n i cnt eat too much bt u stil wil buy 4 mii.. u told mii tat u nvr did all those things 4 ur ex gf d.. bt u did le many things 4 mii..all dis is cux LOVE rite? although ur mouth nt say dis bt i cn feel hw u treat mii hw u love mii hw u k mii d.. i dunno hw 2 use words 2 describe ur gd ur sek n ur love.. it's more den words.. i knew i gt told u b4 tat LUVING A PPL IS WUN K HW BADNESS R ITS D CUX LOVE MADE ALL DIS BADNESS BCUM GOOD IN EACH OTHER'S EYES.. sumtimes u wil emo cux sum minor things.. although hw u r i stil wil beside u d.. dun worried dis..I'LL BE THERE 4 U.. i dun 1 others le.. JOWELYNN JX NID RYAN 4 HER LIFE.. JOWELYNN 1 RYAN USE HIS LOVE TIED HER TIGHT TIGHT.. JOWELYNN 1 RYAN HUG HER TIGHT TIGHT..
N NID RYAN'S LOVE 2 ACC HER 4 HER LIFE.. LET US STAY 4EVA~ all dis promises r d 1st time jowelynn do on a guy.. dear mx appreciate wa.. makz
I LOVE YOU..



31st July is my buffday..
it wil b cuming soon on more 2 days..
i quite excited at it..
cux my 6th sense tel mii tat my buffday on dis year wil b d sweetest n memorable buffday in my life~~
my beloved dear wil acc mii pass dis buffday~~
my bestie will acc mii pass it too =)
hepi hepi..^^~

dunno y..
i owis wil make my guy angry d wor..
mayb i m too careless dy..i stil 1 say sry 2 u at here..
cn u 4gif mii dis stupid dumb?
bt is u said b4 d wa.. u said tat u wun mind hw careless m i d n u said tat my careless let u gt chance 2 take k mii 4 my life d..
babee dear u still rmb dis promises between us? i knw u wil d..
jx nw i was bited by my elder daughter MIMI~
pain pain.. gt blood too=(
bt gt ur caring n love stand beside mii it wil b fine..~


i luv d way u luv n k mii~ i felt glad n blessed cux i m luvinq by u
u wil rmb wat i said b4..
u wil k wat i did..
u wil scold mii when i did wrong..
u wil stand beside mii when i m weakness..
u wil make mii hepi when i unhepi..
u wil gif mii ur shoulder n hug mii when i nid u..
u wil try 2 reduce my sadness when i m sad..

everyone born to this world is to
love someone and being loved by someone
and to protect someone and being protected by someone
to care someone and being cared by someone
i never find the meaning of love, protect, and care before i meet you
now i know it because you're the one i loved and you are always love me protect me and cared me
but i want you to know that i care you more than myself
all i need, is YOU [RYAN HOE]
i love you 我爱你 yes I DO forever and it's true~








i made him angry again~~
y i so stupid d?
i nt said le 1 b his best gf d ma?
his best gf must b understand him d most. must b luv him d most. must b k him d most..
yeap~ i agree tat i luv him more den myself.. i k him more den myself..
i gif him d most luv of mine.. i gif him all my evithings..
i nvr treat a ppl so gd n so caring d.. i oso nvr luv a ppl so much like dis..
my family n my bestie oso felt weird y i has changed bcame so caring nowadays.
is him made mii changed.. he is d 1st 1 hu let mii feel tat luving a ppl is such a hang fook things.. he is d 1st 1 hu i used so much money n effort in my luv world..

mayb is mii too k him? mayb is mii too sked 2 lost him in my life? i jx knew tat i m stupid i m useless.. y i tried 2 gif him d more caring n luv bt wil made him angry d? y i tried b his best gf bt i failed 2 do tat? i knew he is emotional. bt i din k tat cux luving a ppl is nt jx c his appearance bt is look into his heart n stepped into his world.. i admit tat i has stepped into his world bt i stil nt enuff understand him.. although sumtimes hw his temper is bad bt i wun k tat cux i knew his heart is luving mii d den enuff le..

last nite.. i made him angry again.. i felt damned sad.. i kip cried.. cried til my eyes felt tired le den baru slpt d.. 2day i woke up early in d morning.. bt i stil in moody status.. 1st time i felt so sad.. i knw it is my fault den i text him many n many 2 apologise.. dunno is mii think too much o nt..he seems like treat mii abit cold le.. bt he stil said 1 bring mii go genting.. i knew tat he is reli mad at mii le.. my heart so pain.. when i rcif all his sms i gonna 2 cry dy.. bt i tried 2 act hepi in front of ppl.. plus my sickness bcame more worse le. my sore throat make mii cnt swallow any foods into my stomach.. den i went 2 c doctor again.. doctor help mii da zam 2 gif mii sum protein n glucose.. when d time he put d suntikan into my hand tat feeling is pain bt my heart more pain.. bout 1.00 i went bek hum le..

actuali i tot tat i wil b ntg d.. bt dunno y since d time i wrote dis post my tears stil wil drop.. i m a ppl hu easy 2 cry.. hope he dun mind k? i hope he cn beside mii n let mii hide inside his wide shoulders when i m missing him nw.. bt it was jx a illusion. he was working hard nw.. sry my dear.. i dunno i wil so careless n owis make u angry d. bt i promised tat i wil try my best i wun do it again.. i m telling all d fren n world tat i m d luckiest gal by having you n ur luv.. i guess u nt wish 2 c mii cry n ur heart wil pain too.. I WIL B FINE!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ^^~








Blog updated again.. hoho^^ cux ntg 2 let mii do when i waiting 4 my guy's d sms n fon.. i wil feel boring cux nobody acc mii.. BT i oso no nid any1 of them la.. I JX NID RYAN.. he was working 2 earn money 4 our future.. is him said d..

d matter which has happened at dis noon d.. i guess tat my babee ryan din angry at mii le.. b4 tat i crying le 2 hrs cux dis.. i sked he angry at mii.. after my stupid crying 4 2 hrs.. mayb my eyes tired den fall aslp le.. when i wake up.. i saw gt missed call frm him.. bt on d other side i cn felt his cold frm his sms.. i stil sad den cry again le.. wuwu~ mayb i ate too much bread while crying b4 d time i fall aslp so make mii vomit when i awake.. den after tat.. he called mii again.. hw he angry at mii he stil k mii.. he worried mii n asked y i wil vomit..
den i went 2 c doctor hv a check le.. doctor said tat my stomach gt abit angin cux i ate too much things b4 i slp so caused it wil vomit.. wuwuwu.. fat 1kg le luu.. sei ryan.. u make mii fat le..^^

babee dear.. hw u mad at mii bt u r stil luv mii n k mii d.. although u din say it out bt all ur love n concern n caring i cn feel it d.. Sry sry sry cux of my careless speeching.. i dunno it wil make u worried n scolded by boss.. babee u r d sources of my smile hope i m d sources of ur smile too.. dun mad at mii le k? i sked~ i sad~ LISTEN TO MY HEART -> if i just show my love 2wards by saying I LOVE YOU..it sure wil more than words d..it is more than words 2 show my feel..jx ryan gt dis authority 2 own all my luv.. i cnt tel where r our future.. i oso dunno whr is it.. bt as long as v r in luv rite? it should be stay 4eva.. I M SO IN LUV V U..^^

I LOVE YOU [JOWELYNN LOVE RYAN]
AKU CINTA PADAMU [JOWELYNN CINTA PADA RYAN]
TEAMO~
AISHITERU~
SARANGHAEYO~
bokuwa [Jowelynn] daisuki [Ryan] yisiogai mo daisuki~~






12.36 p.m. on 17th July
1st time he treat mii so fierce..
cux of wat? mayb is when i tel him tat i m moody den i din tell him properly wat d reason wil make mii moody ba.. n he too k mii dy.. he steal sms v mii when his working.. plus he din gt sales n scolded by his boss.. all these made him felt stress o wat.. so he too k mii den fierce 2 mii ba? i nid 2 apologise 2 him at here cux i make him scolded by his boss.. sry dear..

it was d 1st time mii wil cry 4 those things.. y i wil so k dis? y i so k wat he said n wat he did? i wil happier den him when he was hepi.. i jx hope 2 c he stay hepi.. his smile is important 4 mii.. i m willing 2 do anythings 4 his smile.. 1st time i m so serious n crazy in luv v a guy..

Babee dear Ryan.. is u say tat i m urs d n u r mine too.. u oso promised tat u wil gambateh 2 earn money n asked mii 2 marry u d.. yes i do.. i 1 b ur real wifey! all those promises u gave mii, i gt kip it all in my heart d.. u r my survival.. i dun 1 lost a day without u..i'll nvr let u go so pls dun leave mii alone..u took my heart away.. we are belong together.. i love you~~ jowelynn jx luv ryan no matter hw long d time passed..i jx hope cn spend all my lifetime v u.. my heart jx on u! i'll be there for you n stand beside u 4eva.. wil u 4gif mii? wil u stil 1 marry mii as ur loupozai? =]

标签： when my guy is busying on work den i wrote dis..^^

dis is d 1st drawing my babee dear send it 2 mii when v hving our 1st chat at msn..he said he 1 present mii a lolipop d..bt whr is it? wuwu~ bt i luv n appreciate dis drawing vry much..

ytd..both of us feel tat our relationship r close n sweet even though v jx couple 4 2 days..babee said tat r fate..fate let both of us meet n falling in luv v each other..yeap! i agree tat..babee sang many songs 2 mii leh..sweet sweet d wa..he oso said tat make mii smile n laugh is his job cux when i was smiling o laughing he wil feel sweet n hepi too..=)

2day, i scolded by my family a whole day..haiz..damned bad luck..bt luckily gt him->my precious baobeii ryan..he knew i m in bad mood..bt he tried his best 2 acc mii n text mii although he was busying on working..if me dis suipoh gt corrupting dao hubby d working time den i say sry 2 u at here..^^ bt i guess my hubby wun so easy angry at mii d ba? i m so dai sek :D

babee..ur text said tat i m ur beloved precious SWEET pretty lovely Fxxx dear..i so hepi when i rcif tat..u knw ma? hehes..cux u so k mii so luv mii..all those u said 2 mii cn prove tat my position in ur heart is cnt be replaced by others easily rite?

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You made me think I better live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's somthin' I should probably let you know
That everyday that I spend with you
And I will miss you but I'm happy that I had you at all


bokuwa [Jowelynn] daisuki [Ryan] yisiogai mo daisuki~~








10 July ~
It was our 1st date and 1st day our relationship from friend became couple~
He is Ryan..he belongs 2 mii on 10 July..
we never meet each other before that because we know each other at friendster d..then we decide meet on this day..he say 1 gif mii sum surprise d..kaka =)
actuali mii quite excited at it..

v mit each other at midvalley..when he saw mii den he boom mii wor..he tease mii dis n tat..say mii nt pretty la say mii Fxxx..when i decide use my hand 2 slap him gently and at this moment he use his hands 2 hold my hand..my little hand palm protected n hold by his large n muscle hand palm..tat feeling is sweet sweet..

den v decide 2 watch movie..tat movie named DRAG ME TO HELL..it is horror movie and tat movie started at 4 p.m..bt v bought ticket at 1 p.m den stil left 3 hrs let us enjoy our 2 ppl world..^^v hving a lunch at a taiwanese food restaurant..den v shopping n walk around d shopping mall..he hold my hand tightly at all d time..n he hug mii too..he owis sing 2 mii n talking sum sweet words beside my ears..all these r our sweet moment..

around 4 p.m v enjoy our movie for 2 hrs..v din do any naughty things inside d cinema wa..v r guai zai guai luii:D after movie v continue our
he is a funny guy n damned plyful too..owis say mii Fxxx..huh!! although i admit tat i m Fxxx he stil owis wil say tat..he wil never lose any chances 2 boom mii..he owis peeps girls and say 1 know 2 dem although i was beside him..naughty guy..haiz~~ den v hving a pizza as our dinner..i m in diet so he ate much n much orhx~mayb cux of he dun 1 waste d food^^ bout 10 p.m v went bek hum..in ktm he hug mii n hold my hand..he sked i fall down..den v went bek 2 each hum..after tat v stil gt chat on fon 4 a while..v gt many topics cn say 2 each other tat seems like non-stop..den v hving our bath n sweet sleeping moment..

Ryan pls read here..
babee.. thx 4 ur luv, ur romantic, ur caring and tat's enuff 4 mii..
i dunno hw 2 prove my love and caring 2wards u by words..bt i wil try my best 2 bring more joyful n hepiness 2 ur world..i wil 2 b ur best gf^^ i wil hepi when u hepi..i wil more sad when u r sadness..mayb i dunno tat much bt i knw dis much tat i was glad n blessed cux i m loving by you..i wanna telling you tat i love you too my babee dear~ u r my beloved..u became a part of my life from d day v know each other..i'll always be there for you when u nid mii..i wun leave u alone..i wil acc u 4 ur life..tat is my promise..nothing gonna changed it..babee dear rmb tat U R NT ALONE CUX I M BESIDE U..same as wat promises babee dear say 2 mii d..we cnt break our promises..

TE AMO
AISHITERU
SARANGHAEYO

Jowelynn love Ryan as long as the day i m alive~