Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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2009/07/23
my heart so pain~~tears kip dropped..

i made him angry again~~
y i so stupid d?
i nt said le 1 b his best gf d ma?
his best gf must b understand him d most. must b luv him d most. must b k him d most..
yeap~ i agree tat i luv him more den myself.. i k him more den myself..
i gif him d most luv of mine.. i gif him all my evithings..
i nvr treat a ppl so gd n so caring d.. i oso nvr luv a ppl so much like dis..
my family n my bestie oso felt weird y i has changed bcame so caring nowadays.
is him made mii changed.. he is d 1st 1 hu let mii feel tat luving a ppl is such a hang fook things.. he is d 1st 1 hu i used so much money n effort in my luv world..

mayb is mii too k him? mayb is mii too sked 2 lost him in my life? i jx knew tat i m stupid i m useless.. y i tried 2 gif him d more caring n luv bt wil made him angry d? y i tried b his best gf bt i failed 2 do tat? i knew he is emotional. bt i din k tat cux luving a ppl is nt jx c his appearance bt is look into his heart n stepped into his world.. i admit tat i has stepped into his world bt i stil nt enuff understand him.. although sumtimes hw his temper is bad bt i wun k tat cux i knew his heart is luving mii d den enuff le..

last nite.. i made him angry again.. i felt damned sad.. i kip cried.. cried til my eyes felt tired le den baru slpt d.. 2day i woke up early in d morning.. bt i stil in moody status.. 1st time i felt so sad.. i knw it is my fault den i text him many n many 2 apologise.. dunno is mii think too much o nt..he seems like treat mii abit cold le.. bt he stil said 1 bring mii go genting.. i knew tat he is reli mad at mii le.. my heart so pain.. when i rcif all his sms i gonna 2 cry dy.. bt i tried 2 act hepi in front of ppl.. plus my sickness bcame more worse le. my sore throat make mii cnt swallow any foods into my stomach.. den i went 2 c doctor again.. doctor help mii da zam 2 gif mii sum protein n glucose.. when d time he put d suntikan into my hand tat feeling is pain bt my heart more pain.. bout 1.00 i went bek hum le..

actuali i tot tat i wil b ntg d.. bt dunno y since d time i wrote dis post my tears stil wil drop.. i m a ppl hu easy 2 cry.. hope he dun mind k? i hope he cn beside mii n let mii hide inside his wide shoulders when i m missing him nw.. bt it was jx a illusion. he was working hard nw.. sry my dear.. i dunno i wil so careless n owis make u angry d. bt i promised tat i wil try my best i wun do it again.. i m telling all d fren n world tat i m d luckiest gal by having you n ur luv.. i guess u nt wish 2 c mii cry n ur heart wil pain too.. I WIL B FINE!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ^^~

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